My letter to David.

As you read this, you may not understand it. But I really did cry when I wrote this.

I cry every time I close my eyes,

Knowing that you’re still gone,

Never knowing if you miss me to.

When I’m alone I try to hold my tears in,

Not knowing who would walk in,

Or who may see and ask why.

I wish I could talk to you,

The way we use to,

Picking on each other,

Knowing we were still close.

Now you’re away from me,

And I want to see you, 

I need to see you,

And let my feelings be exposed.

But if I tell anyone but you,

They’ll just stare at me,

And think I was stupid.

The pills got you this way,

With that,

You’re done.

But if you get your help,

And you let your lesson be learned,

This time you’ll be ok.

I’ll never have to feel this way,

And I can hug you once again,

I can hold you close.

With out someone,

Coming,

To take you away.

I cry as I type,

As my tears build up,

I hold them back.

I never,

Never,

Felt like that.

My mom asks me if I’m okay,

I turn my head,

And run away.

You had to get in trouble,

You had to do something like that,

Again.

Why,

Why make something almost fixed,

Broken again.

Although I know,

You are mad now,

I’m sure tomorrow,

You’ll leave that black cloud.

And show me happiness,

Love,

And a friendship never leaving,

Again.

Author's Note

I love you David, forever and always.