The secret

True thing that bugs me but I promised not tell anyone. So you may not know what it is but you'll understand what I'm thinking!

In my room,

Thinking when my brother comes in,

"Can you get me 2 more",

or,

"Can you get me 1 more, no one will catch you",

Please just stop asking,

There is so much more than getting more,

Remember getting in trouble for it before,

"Okay," He goes,

"Promise me you won't tell",

Stupid me promises,

What kind of world am I going through,

All there is for me is,

Drama,

Trauma,

And little happiness,

How can this be,

I can't take back this mistake,

So every night before I go to sleep,

I pray to the lord he forgives me,

For giving him that thing,

That was stupid I know,

But that's one promise,

I'll never get back.

Reviews

[jacob erin-cilberto]

being repentive for some kind of addiction, and involving your brother in it and feeling bad for that also is what i see....

[JenLyn]

I wish there was some imagery here and that you would reveal the secret to the reader.