House of cards

13 reasons

I don't want you back. But
I don't want you back in my bed ,
I don't want you back. But
I'm not going through the pain of this life. But ..

I see the blood in your tears
The voices in your ears
I can't help you no I can't but

I don't want you back
I don't want you back in my bed
I don't want you back

No I don't I f*****g don't
But you won't let me be. No you won't

Maybe I want a hug
Or a knife
But who cares
Neither you or I. But
I'm reading this out loud. Screaming
But I'm deaf too blind

I don't want you back
I don't want you back in my bed
I don't want you back

I swear. This life. Would be easier with a thoughtless opinion that you judge me with.
I swear. This life. Would be easier with a bullet and a bottle of Jack

A bullet for me. A shot for you.
A bullet for me. A shot for you.

I swear this life would. It would be easier without you by my side. But

I don't want you back
I don't want you back in this bed
To play with my mind at your chosen will
But
I'm better off dead
Your are better. Better off without me
But

You and I are the same
And I'm playing a losing game of collapsed 52