All this time till i was a kid all i ever wanted was my life to be like a popular tv serial of Romantic sagas and when it actually ended up to be one i can not take it, maybe that is what really life is everything shines so pretty when it is distant but when time freezes and that very instant when you have what you wanted , you just seem to be drifted away from your drive and the loss of satisfaction for having it is not because you achieved it and your subtle about it but, because you no longer have the drive for it