Fool

I was a fool to trust you
A fool to care
A fool to see what was never there.
I'm now full of constant regret
As I realize my life isn't set
I thought we would last as long as life
Who knew I was living constant lies.
I feel too much and don't let go
Or at least that's what you told me.
My emotions are a roller coaster, filled with ups and downs.
And it's funny, how I would never notice your constant frowns.
I thought you were happy, I guess I was wrong, or else I wouldn't be listening to all these sad songs.
I won't sleep tonight, I'm just confused, at how I seemed to light a fuse.
It will take some time, to just move on.
I need to replan my life.
It’s been a week of serious thought
And I still feel as if I've been stabbed by a knife.
I'll just continue, as I always do, just pressing forward through all the trials