Jealousy

Wrist slashing

High school bashing

There really is no sense in it all whatsoever

Sitting alone

Just wanting it to be said and done with

Can’t get the lyrics outta my head

Can’t get those pictures outta my head

Want this to all be done with

Why can’t I let go

Damn this messed up jealousy

Damn his flirtatious ways

What used to be perfect is now gone for s**t

But was it really perfect to being with?

These are the things that make me toss and turn

And bleed

And scream

Rave, cry, and just be pissed off

I see his friends out in the parking lot

And my own behind me

He’s behind me with my friends

Throwing off the one balance I’ve gotten a hold of

So maybe I should just create a new balance

And that’s just what I began

I left the compute to hang out with his friends

I came back happier

I was laughing

I was accepted

I can make it there

I think I shall

So goodbye to that bullshit drama

And hello to new friends

Goodbye to constant jealousy

And constant rage

Hello to happiness and laughter

Reviews

[Faint]

thats good. very very good. and chill, hes mad at me for something so you should be happy.

[SimplyOlivia]

but then again. today. its just like things were ok so ya know. im glad. i didnt feel any jealousy at all this morning. i was surprised.

[SimplyOlivia]

yup

[Faint]

matt?