Chapter 1

There it is again. Pain. Loss of correct eyesight. Dizziness. Also a feeling of something. It's something important but something I can't see clearly. I quietly look around in a daze. I see my friend with a puzzled look. She isn't wondering what just happened; she is wondering what I saw.
    The doctors say they can't explain it. That they have never seen anything like it before, and if thats the case, does that mean I'm the only one that this happens to? I hope it's not. It can get scary at points, but I have learned to just wait it out.
    About six months ago, right before my 13th birthday, I would get these times when I would 'blackout' as the doctors put it. My eyes would go black without shutting. My head would feel intense pain and afterward I would be dizzy. It was not until after my 13th birthday when I got a 'feeling' after the 'blackout'. Only my best friend knows about the 'blackouts'. She has been with me throughout it all and understands what happens. I, myself, am not even sure what really happens. All I know is that after the 'blackout' I have to keep an eye out for whoever was in my 'feeling'.
    I have finally given up on stupid doctors that think everything has a scientific meaning towards it and can be explained using science stuff. Because my problem can't. There is nothing scientific about it. It simply cannot be explained using a theory or whatever. I have figured out more about my problem than the doctors and scientists have that my mom pays. Therapy doesn't work either. I have had more therapist than my mom has had husbands. They really don't know what they're talking about. They don't know how you're feeling, they don't what really goes on in your body. They simply don't help. Neither does my mothers obsession with finding the perfect husband. And her way of finding that special someone is by dating and marry those wrong millions. The only person that really understands when I want to give up or want to run away is my best friend, as I said before, Jenny. She is always there for me.  

 

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[Jmartins]

I LOVE THIS CHAPTER!!!