Upset? Make a Poem

And so it is 

I was wrong for letting you walk away

yet i did 

And each day you were gone 

i felt sick 

I just didnt know it 

the sickness slowly grew 

I kept looking for my fix 

 

And so now we're here 

I was wrong for letting myself turn away 

Yet i did 

and each day i looked the other way 

i felt sick 

I just didnt know it 

The drugs slowly soothe 

the pain and all its hits 

 

And now im here 

letting myself become a victim 

to my slow moving tears 

ive been showing all the symptoms 

of depression for years 

and i surely cant help it 

and I dont think its you i miss 

I only miss the happieness i thought i swallowed

when i chewed ur heart 

 

I shouldnt be using others for an attempt at happieness 

and honestly i shouldnt be abusing all the drugs like ive been 

I just wish i knew where i could hook a rainbow fish 

and use its magic to relive a care free life with less traffec

getting stuck down town my brain on a street called tragic