Playing With My Hands

My experence with depression pills

I see you

Making me into

Another test subject

your playing with my hands

Seeing how i move

making me into

Another little puppet

seeing what id lose

 

Keep in mind

Keep in mind i am

Like you just a little cleaner

 

I see you

Testing my emotions

Making me forget

your playing with my hands

Im swimming in the ocean

Making me into

your only regret

seeing what id lose

 

THIS IS

WHAT I

HAVE LEARNED

RECENT

WITHDRAW

FROM IT

AND BURN

RESET

 

SELF PITY

SELF HATE

SELF DELOUSIONS

SELFISH

SELF HATE

SELF INDULGENCE

 

You are no longer a witness

OH GOD my doctors sadistic

SHE TOOK IT ALL AND RAN

SHES PLAYING WITH MY HANDS!

 

I see you

making me into

A ghost you cannot see!

Your playing with my hands

seeing what id do

making me into!

someone whos not me

pleasured by my blue