Breeder

I want to be free not to breed in this sickness and desire

Seduced by the light, let down by the fire

Open wounds from the edge of the razor I cry out

Will anyone hear me if I start to just shout

Stand up and be counted in this game we call life

Breed or don't breed, just lay down the verbal knife

I can't stand when you look at me with pity in your love

I don't need to feel seen, I know that I'm enough

Yet I still keep screaming at the top of my lungs

F**k you to cancer and life and the drugs

Experiences flood the rivers to my eyes

Til I can't see through the crimson bleeding out all the lies

I don't care what you've done or what you've seen

The only thing real is who we will be

I just keep hoping that one day you'll see

That I'm not a breeder... I'm nothing but me