Random blithering of a Staggering Genius

First light in the darkened sky,

Lightning setting forth into oblivion.

Distant rumbles closing in,

like that old friend coming for a visit...

What the hell is my problem?

Let's get to the heart of the matter.

Have you ever had something disturb you, constantly grating away at your sanity?

Has that something bothered you so bad because you can't pinpoint what it is?

This is me at the moment. 

The something is a girl.

She's under my skin, and I'm loving it.

But what is it about her that I can't figure out?

Beautiful, curves for days, and a smartass to top it all off.

But what is it that keeps me wondering?

It's bad enough my mind is like 10,000 television sets on different channels and no hope of changing a single one, much less concentrating on one.

But that is besides the point. 

What is it about her that keeps me wanting more?

Its not sex, for damn sure, because it hasn't got that far yet.

Its not the smile she has when she looks at me.

Hell, it isn't even the way she took my breath away the first time I saw her.

What the f**k is going on here?