I'm Not a Part of Mainstream Thinkers

At this point in time, I know
I've got no friends, they're all judging me
and my beliefs on living because I don't believe in mainstream.
perhaps if,
you got to know me you would understand how
I work and what I know so well, I
just wanna live and live to my fullest, so stop
trying to break me down.


My so-called-friends, you act like sweethearts in the light,
lying behind my back about things I've never done.
I'm still virgin I
don't believe in god, but philosophy
similar to the pagans, my
mindset runs stranger then yours,
so you misunderstand me.

and I've got friends so high, and friends so low,
and they think they all know me (no they don't),
they're just
posing questions and think i'm dirt, that's y I
cannot wait to leave.

you think you know me so well, then look me in the eyes
and see cries from the past, pointing guns in my hands,
and saddened reckless time when I know I could hurt
that I just wanted a quick fix to end it all.


and I believe in fate, by the things we do and say, and
I believe we're meant for sensuality.
it's what life gave to us to keep the world going
so why is it such a sin?
because mainstream says it is.

just like mainstream hates drugs. and mainstream hates gays,
and mainstream strays away from those who aren't perfect,
the mentally ill and insane.

well those are people who don't think insane,
they think off of radio, they're on your TV screens,
singing you songs, and reality shows that pop up and pose as entertainment

so tell girls one more time they're a w***e because they're dating,
or cuz you thought they were sleeping around, or
take a closer look and read a Latin book
to see the root of all the problems lead to this.

but your god never told you to gossip and lie,
no philosophy told you to hate.
last time I checked, were all supposed to understand
the backgrounds from everyone we meet.

So walk a mile in my shoes while I'va already been walking in yours everyday.