The Healing

 

The Healing

Though times get tough there is always a period of time in which you heal. I really hope that this section shows you that no matter how dark things look or how bad things have been that you can pull through and get better. After all, time heals all wounds. Though don’t get me wrong, I understand that it still can leave a scar. That scar reminds us that we learn from our mistakes so that we can avoid them next time, so long as we don’t let our scars determine who we are or lead us to assume things about others who did not leave them there.

A New Light

You give me a new hope

A new confidence you make me feel that nothing can bring me down

You let me know a love that is true

You proved you will always be there for me you make me wish I was right there with you

You give me strength to carry on

You have given me a better outlook on life

A new light

 

A True Love

A true love so pure

No dark can ever dim it

It is eternal

 

And Then There Is Him

There is you

And then there is him

The one always there for me

The one who really loves me

The one who would do anything for me

The one who would hold me

The one who would kiss me

The one who would let me cuddle close

The one who would not once deny my heart’s desire

The one who would keep me happy

The one who would give me nearly everything

The one I love unconditionally

The one I love without a doubt

The one I want to spend my life with

The one I want to have my family with

The one I can trust

The one I can tell everything

The one who will not judge me

The one who trusts me more than anyone

The one most like me

The one who stole my heart

You were temporary

He is forever

There was you

Now there is him

 

Beautiful Angel

Beautiful Angel, do tell me your name

Ron, my beautiful Angel, you have saved me

Ron, my beautiful Angel, you gave me hope

Ron, my beautiful Angel, you gave me strength

Ron, my beautiful Angel, you made me smile again

Ron, my beautiful Angel, you have gotten me to laugh

Ron, my beautiful Angel, you brought my emotions back

Ron, my beautiful Angel, you will always be

 

Breaking Point

I have finally reached it

That point in which I break

I cannot do this anymore

Not on my own

I need help

I am finally reaching out

I just cannot do it anymore

I want to be happy

I want that option

I hate this unexplained depression

Someone please help me

The cutting relaxes me

I do not want to cut anymore

I need a new way to relax

I need help

Someone please take my hand

Take my hand and lead me to help

 

Brighter Days

The days are growing lighter

The weight is lifting up

My tears are becoming less frequent

My laughter is not as forced

My smiles are more realistic

I do not know how long this will last

I just hope it never ends

I love this feeling

The feeling of being happy

My future is finally looking up

The future seems to hold brighter days after all

 

Broken

You came into my life

You welcomed me with open arms

You filled my heart with peace and joy

You showed me that I do have purpose

You forgive my every mistake

You picked me up when I fell

But most of you have broken me

For that God, I thank you

With all my heart

 

Can't Help but Wonder

I want to just let go so badly.

I want to help you be stronger.

I want to support you and make you whole again.

But you won't give me that chance.

I broke you into pieces.

Now I lie shattered as well.

 

Who is left to heal you?

Who is left to heal me?

I cannot help but wonder,

Can we ever be completely healed again?

 

Discovering Happiness

Is it possible?

Can this be?

Happiness is real?

I never believed that it could exist

Now you have shown me what it is like

I never want to go back into the darkness

I never want to feel that terrible again

Thank you for showing me the light

Thank you for showing me there is more than sadness

Thank you for helping me to discover happiness

 

Don’t You?

Don’t you wish for the simple things?

Don’t you wish for the things you don’t think can happen?

Don’t you wish for happiness?

Don’t you wish for love?

Yet don’t you already have those things?

 

Easier

My life is no longer hell

My breath is coming easier now

My chest no longer feels weighted down

My constant blank stare is now a happy smile

My tears are now an echo of laughter

My pessimistic thoughts are now filled with optimism

For how long I do not know

But everything is easier

Living is no longer painful

I want to live now

I no longer wish to die

 

Eternal Diamond

You

Are my life

E T E R N A L L Y

I will love

You

 

Falling Down

Down

I am falling down

Down into the darkness

The darkness that is my home

Home being where I am comfortable

Comfort is what I long for

I long for what I need

What I need is you

You can comfort me

I reach out for your hand

The hand that stops me from falling

Falling down

Down into the darkness

The darkness that is my home

You can be my home instead

Home is comfort

You can be my comfort

Comfort me instead of the darkness

Following a New Light

I had fallen into the darkness

I couldn’t find my way out it was so black

You gave me a new light to follow

I stumbled over and over as I made my way

Away from the blackness and into the light

You patiently waited as I took my time coming back

You understood I needed time to come back around

Then in the end I broke

I gave in

That’s when You took my hand

And when the darkness vanished

I thank You for showing me a new light

Reminding me that I am never alone

 

 

Gifts

Each person is given a gift

A gift that is capable of changing the world

How it changes the world

Depends on how we use out gifts

God blessed me with a passion for writing

With it I could change not only the world

But also lives

My writing could help save the lost

Simply through writing about my Savior

Through poems, songs, and so much more

I could tell the whole world about Christ

Just with the gift of writing that God gave me

So let us all use our gifts

And change the world

 

Help me, Help Others

Give me the words I need

To tell others about You

Give me the courage

To speak the words You give me

Give me the strength

To stand up for You

Give me everything I need

To back up the Truth

Take me

To where I need to go

Because I need You

To help me

To help others

 

Invisible Arms

Everyone loves to be in someone’s arms

The feeling is amazing

Unfortunately no one is there with you 24/7

No one on earth

That’s why I enjoy His invisible arms

He is the only one that is there all day every day

Always there to listen to your troubles

He is compassionate, understanding, and patient

Holding you with His invisible arms

Because though you can’t see Him

He is always there for you

Embracing you with His invisible arms

 

Letting Go

Letting go is not always easy.

It is not always painless.

Though sometimes it is necessary.

To let go of someone that meant so much to you.

Someone that maybe was your whole world.

I used to think that it was stupid.

For two people so in love to let each other go.

Though now I see that sometimes it is for the best.

It often hurts.

For you do love that person that you let go.

Though you get through it.

You move on.

You remember why you chose that path.

Then it all makes sense.

You forget and forgive.

To stay friends may be a good option.

That way not all is completely gone.

You will still have an ear to listen.

A friend to comfort you.

All in all,

Letting go is not always easy.

It is not always painless.

Though sometimes it is necessary.

To let go of someone that meant so much to you.

 

Light in Your Eyes

I love looking at you.

I love seeing the lights in your eyes.

The ones that tell me you love me.

Even if you don’t say it out loud.

It takes my breath away each time I see your smile.

Not just any smile though.

It’s the smile you get when you look at me.

It’s beyond amazing,

Knowing that I am the reason you smile.

It lifts my heart up on wings.

I love this feeling.

With you I feel so complete.

You make me wish that it was more than seeing each other on camera.

My heart feels healed.

My soul feels unbroken.

My dreams and hopes seem like they are not shattered anymore.

All of this is because of the light in your eyes.

 

Light Is Appearing

Whenever I talk to you a speck of light appears

The longer we talk the bigger it gets

The more often I speak to you the stronger I get

I cannot explain it

I know I do not love you yet

All I know is you mean something to me

What I am not yet sure

I just know you are my support

You make me strong

Even when I am as weak as can be

You really are my Angel

Now I can finally see a light appearing

Thanks to you my Angel

 

Maybe

Maybe it is best this way.

Maybe we were not meant to be.

Maybe I just feel bad about hurting you.

Maybe I should stop regretting.

Maybe we should not speak at all.

Maybe it is not all my fault.

Maybe I should move on.

Maybe I should attempt to move on.

Maybe I should let go of you.

Maybe I should let go of the pain.

Maybe I should forget.

Maybe I should wish you luck and be on my way.

Maybe.

Just maybe.

 

Mistakes

There is one thing

That everyone makes

There is no one on Earth that doesn’t do this

It is an inevitable part of life

It hurts others

It almost destroys ourselves

Some are small

Some are big

Either way

They cannot be undone

We can only pray

Pray to be forgiven

Forgiven for our mistakes

Mistakes that many make

 

My Angel

You have changed me, in more ways than one.

I cannot imagine life without having known you.

It is all the little things that make a person who they are.

 

You were my Angel.

You are my Angel.

You always will be my Angel.

 

Though you do not understand it quite completely,

You really are an Angel.

You are my beautiful Angel.

You brighten my day with your crazy personality.

You saved me unknowingly from myself.

You kept me from doing wrong.

 

You were my Angel.

You are my Angel.

You always will be my Angel.

 

Your wings, they are beyond compare to any other.

You, yourself, have made your wings.

Your kindness.

Your ability to care.

Your forgiveness.

You charms and good looks.

 

You were my Angel.

You are my Angel.

You always will be my Angel

 

Not Enough Words

With everything I feel.

With everything I have.

With every description there is.

With all the pain.

With all the hurt.

With all the numbness.

With all the scars.

With all the bloodshed.

With every poem I write.

With all of this.

They all come with their own word or words.

Yet somehow, there are not enough words in the world.

Not enough words to describe how one feels.

 

Silver-Lined Wings

Give her just one chance

Watch her run and leap

She’ll spread her wings

She may not fly

Though she’ll have tried

Just watch her

See the freedom in her eyes

Watch how she soars above the ground

You gave her hope

Hope that the world will be okay

When she comes down she’ll thank you

She may stay or she may leave

Leave the choice to her

If she stays it means she cares

If she leaves it means she needs her freedom

Her silvery wings shine bright in the sky

She flies all day and into the night

Pale moonlight hits her wings

Look at the majestic glow

That is the glow of hope

The silver-lining that you gave to her

Let her keep it

Do not take it back in selfishness

Just let her go

Leave her freedom

For this she will thank you

Forever and Always

 

Waiting

Here I am waiting

Waiting for that moment.

The moment I know.

Knowing without a doubt.

Without a doubt how you feel.

How you feel about me.

Me, the girl who is waiting.

Waiting for that moment.

 

 

Who Am I?

Who am I?

I know who I am.

Do you?

Who am I to you?

Am I just a pretty face?

Or am I the one that doesn’t stand a chance?

Am I the friend that’s always there?

Or am I the one you can never trust?

Am I the girl you dream of?

Or am I the girl you want to disappear?

Am I that late night call?

Or am I the girl you hope will fall?

Am I the chance you can’t stand to miss?

Or am I the girl who no one will miss?

Be honest.

Who am I to you?

 

Who Said?

Who said you could lift my hopes up?

Who said you could make my spirits rise?

Who said you could make me smile?

Who said you could help me?

Who said you could do those things?

Because you did those things without asking me

Well, maybe you did ask

Maybe you just did not use words

Either way I never said you could

Though I never said you could not either

I am not mad, only thankful

Thankful you gave me a reason to push on

A reason to be happy

Even if it did not last

 

Whole Again

You have fixed my heart.

My bad memories can now be fixed by you.

The pain eased by that sweet face of yours.

Your calm words.

Spoken in that soothing voice.

Everyday I long to be in your arms.

Held tight in your embrace.

Perhaps wedding rings on our fingers.

Long nights of making love.

Sweet love in your eyes.

Looking upon me so amazed.

To you it seems as if I were the most beautiful thing.

Even though I am a plain and simple girl.

You have made me whole again.

 

Will You Be the One?

 

Will you be the one?

To catch me if I fall?

To wipe away my tears?

To mend my once broken heart?

To hold me when I get scared?

To assure me everything will be okay?

To make me laugh and smile again?

Will you be the one?

 

You Make Me Wonder

You make me wonder if there is hope

You make me wonder if maybe I can feel again

You make me wonder if maybe I can care again

You make me wonder if maybe I can feel happy again

You make me wonder if my scars will stop appearing

You make me wonder if I can make it in this life

You make me wonder if it is all worth it

You make me wonder if I might heal after all

You make me wonder if I may get better

You make me wonder if I can love again

You make me wonder about a lot of things

 

Your Choice

Sometimes we’re let down.

Other times we are picked up.

We get hurt,

And we get healed.

In the end it’s our choice,

To assume the worst and let go

Or hope for the best and hang on.

 

Yuro Muyo

Yuro Muyo is…

…a beautiful Angel

…a kind friend

…a loving soul

…a laugh waiting to be heard

…an unavoidable smile

 

Author's Note

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