I'm Fine.

How are you?

 

I'm fine, thank you.

  (Last night I took a razor to my wrist

  And bled myself out.

  I stare everyday at the mirror

  And wish I could stop eating.

  I remind myself daily that food

  Will be the death of me,

  But I cannot stay away.

  I tried to stop and I'm succeeding now,

  The very best I can.

  I sat alone at lunch today,

  Though I was surrounded by my friends.

  I talk to them but they cannot hear

  Because I have to hide myself.

  But they wouldn't listen anyway.

  I soak my pillow nightly

  As I cry myself to sleep.

  I cannot stand to be myself,

  I hate everything that I am.

  I try to take anything to drown my sorrows away

  And relieve myself from this life.

  But alas, I am still here, living day by day.)

Perfectly fine, how are you?

Reviews

[Whiskurz]

Writing helps bring us peace.....Great write....Thanks for sharing.....Whisk

[Thorne_Alexandra]

Beautiful...and disturbing. But at last often true