Suicide Letters

Suicide Letters

A Poem by SilentlyDying

Dear Everyone Who'll Listen:

 

I guess I'm sorry that it's come to this

And, though I tried, I couldn't be stronger.

Right now I wish I'd have confided in you,

Maybe then I'd have lasted longer.

 

But really, I don't think that would help,

I'm in too deep to understand.

(For you, that is, though even I

Don't get everything at hand.)

 

And please, I'm begging you,

Don't ever blame yourself.

Not that you would but I'll say anyway:

The blame is all on myself.

 

I don't know if this is making any sense

Nor, quite frankly, do I care

Because honestly?  I don't get myself,

Especially when my heart is out and bared.

 

But now I'm rambling quite a lot

And I guess I should get back on task,

So before I go and am gone forever,

There's just one thing that I ask:

 

Don't cry for me, I'm in a better place,

Whether I'm in heaven or down in hell.

Honestly, it's all better than this,

Which is why I'm saying farewell.

 

So see you later, maybe

(Frankly, I hope not)

Have fun living and breathing

While we all leave me to rot.

 

Sincerely,

A Girl Who Was Too Weak To Go On

© 2012 SilentlyDying


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This is such a sad letter and very deep and heartfelt. I hope everything is okay.

Posted 11 Years Ago


A really strong letter indeed. This comes from deep within. Hope all is well with you.

Posted 11 Years Ago


A last outburst. Reads like something which a bipolar would write, I am saying that because I am bipolar and I have written similar things but I did not have the courtesy to make them a letter.

Posted 12 Years Ago


I like this. I feel like I could have written it myself.

Posted 12 Years Ago



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Tags: suicide note, death, tired, weakness, self-blame

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