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Grasping my wrist tightly
You make me spill my tears
Kissing my lips gently
Masking all my fears

You can't tell what I'm feeling
And It's always the same
The monster deep inside me
Never wanting to be tame

I can't breathe this air
Its so constricting
Cant live this live
I'm always so contradicting

Cutting, bleeding, staying needing
I'm a f*****g roller coaster
Wanna go for a ride

I promise tears will come
I promise you'll be done
I promise, I promise... you

You say you need me
When you want to be gone
Not much left for saying
Come out and be strong

Fight like a woman
Powerful and free
that's exactly what i'm doing
Just wanna scream

I can't breathe this air
Its so constricting
Cant live this live
I'm always so contradicting

Cutting, bleeding, staying needing
I'm a f*****g roller coaster
Wanna go for a ride

I promise tears will come
I promise you'll be done
I promise, I promise... you

No need to say sorry
No need to say you care
Because I dont wanna hear it
You're never there

I feel these tear fall down my face
Can you hear my heart fastening in pace
I'm not eating, spiritually starving for more pain
Nothing else in this world to gain

I can't breathe this air
Its so constricting
Cant live this live
I'm always so contradicting

Cutting, bleeding, staying needing
I'm a f*****g roller coaster
Wanna go for a ride

I promise tears will come
I promise you'll be don't
I promise, I promise... you

Keep me in my head
Don't want me other than dead
Can't hear the pounding in my skull
Just wanna watch me f*****g fall

I can't breathe this air
Its so constricting
Cant live this live
I'm always so contradicting

Cutting, bleeding, staying needing
I'm a f*****g roller coaster
Wanna go for a ride

I promise tears will come
I promise you'll be done
I promise, I promise... you

Keeping me alive is your art
Killing myself is the tragic part
Where you f*****g fail
And you f*****g wail

Your heart stopping
Saying "no more"
Nothing could be better than saying i am sore
Nothing is this hard to bear

I can't breathe this air
Its so constricting
Cant live this live
I'm always so contradicting

Cutting, bleeding, staying needing
I'm a f*****g roller coaster
Wanna go for a ride

I promise tears will come
I promise you'll be done
I promise, I promise... you

I promise you wont want me when im done with you
I promise that i wont be alive when im through
That is my purpose
That is my reason