All Ive GotA Story by Silent.WriterA Story/Poem that comes from a song by The UsedAll that I’ve Got Inspired by The Used
I couldn’t believe he was walking away from me. He couldn’t just leave me like this, he needed me and I need him that was it no if, an, or, buts about it… us. We were meant to be. So
deep, that it didn't even bleed and catch me Tears left my eyes as he walked, this was it suicide was going to be my only friend tonight. I watched as Steven made it around the corner street, the fall wind was horrid and damp. How I wish we would be walking home together, hand in hand, heart in heart. Just to lie down on the bed and not worry about my dad hitting me tonight. But it wasn’t that easy anymore. Asleep,
I still see you lying next to me But that didn’t work; I walked in my hell, my home, my prison to find the vodka bottle on empty. The place reeked of sex, drugs and money, something I was never going to accept. I heard my dad yelling at my mom, her crying, her pain was all too real, she was my protector but I guess not tonight. I just wanted to die know that I was going to be alone. Dad saw me as I stood in the kitchen defenseless since Steven wasn’t in my life. Dad didn’t mess with Steven he stood up to my dad and that made me feel safe. Hit
me, knock me out As my dad hits me, kicks me and rapes me I know I will be alright. I’m losing a lot of blood, is the end in sight? It can’t end like this and ill pretend that everything is fine if tonight ever ends. [Chorus:] I don’t go back to school until 3 weeks later, the bruises and black eyes are not hard to miss. I scream as someone hits me, I seen you come running, I’m thin, scary thin, I’m battered and broken. This is what happens when you walk away we have been here 3 times already, third time’s a charm right. I
guess, I remember every glance you shot me It happens again the next couple of days, the tortured glances from you. The memories that stay in my eyes the reason you left me. I suck it up but things are getting worse, but I pretend that everything is fine. The abuse mental, physical and sexual gets worse, I can’t see no light in sight. How can I go on, the things that have went wrong but I act like nothing wrong. I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not… You can see the pain. [Chorus:] I try to hold on to hope it’s the only thing I got. And
it's all that I've got Slit my wrist; take my life, end this all tonight. Music screams from my room, I wrote you a letter telling you how much you mean to me and the song that we shared will always be in my heart. Send you a text telling it this is the end tonight, you write nothing back. So
deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me You’ve come too late I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not. I wrote this line to make you see me. I died tonight. I was broken without you took me own life, but I’m better than I thought I would be. [Chorus:] And
it's all that I've got I have you with me. Together in heaven we are, holding hands, talking on the beach. You’re all that I’ve got.
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1 Review Added on September 19, 2013 Last Updated on September 19, 2013 AuthorSilent.WriterOff With The Doctor(:, NCAboutI am from NC, I currently work for a retail store and I want to go back to school for my degree in nursing. Im a God fearing country girl with a heart of gold. I also need to get back into writing, I .. more..Writing
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