What do I do?

In life, what do you do?

When you have found this amazing tinghs you want to do, how do you move forword?

How do you not get sucked into the planning and the fear of messing it all up?

I want to do so much, but I am afraid, there are so many things, so many people I want to expeience. 

I want to help, I want justice and to live in my homeland with my grandparents. Is that too much to ask?

I cant move, it seems my legs just give up and my heart gets confused. 

How am i going to surveiv? I am the eldest, the one taking care of the familie. 

My heart, can you choose?

What do I do?

Author's Note

Thank you for taking the time to read my story:)

Reviews

[Betty Hermelee]

I think you can follow your dreams...it seems like you have the will to do many things in your lifetime....no matter what the circumstance are...there will always be a place for you in society, whether it's in your own country or abroad....I know from your words that you have responsibilities at home, as you help take care of your family...but you can still think, plan, dream and one day all of your questions and thoughts will be answered....we all have confusion and aspirations, it's quite normal.... Thank you for sharing!
Warmly, Betty

[SilentTree]

Thank you Betty, i really needed to write my thoughts. Thank you for sharing you thoughtfull words. I hopw you know how engouege it makes me to read your comments:)

[Betty Hermelee]

You are very welcome!
Warmly, B🌷