"Not all _____"

"Not all _____"

A Poem by SilentDream
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open mic, resulting discussions, and conversations still necessary {{sigh, smh}} in 2019

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I listen to it all
The silences, so tangible that I feel another's held breath
The responses, so wrapped in rebuttal that they feel dull
Unresponsive, in fact
Miss you with the expression of pain, I guess
Did you listen at all?
Did you simply pause, waiting for your chance to say “Not all _____”
Holding my breath when I send my child to the store
My beautiful, brown child who towers over me
His quiet soul wrapped in a black hoodie
Hands in his pockets. Lump in my throat
Until he comes back to me
Miss you with the expression of fear, I guess
Do you feel me at all?
Did your eyes just roll, thinking to yourself “Not all ______”
Minding my own until I make it to where I'm headed
Dressed as I choose. Focused how I choose.
My quiet soul wrapped in thought…
and my experiences, no doubt
My facial expression and response to your preferences
are up for discussion. Again, I guess.
Miss you with the expression of frustration.
But listen to your spin on “Not all _____”
It's ironic
It's so ironic how we get it
until we don't
We hear clearly 
until we hear where we fall 
Then choose responses that remove self from the scenario
Forgetting how far acknowledgement goes
Not realizing how much calm can follow
“I'm sorry that you've felt that way”
Romanticizing the “beauty” and the “strength” found in pain
Miss me with that. Seriously.
I listen to it all
I hear how her words are explained to her
I hear her pause and the weight of it
And when she hears the space to interject, 
I hear her fully
 expressed
 thought
 cut 
short
With an outline of where her and my responsibility lies
Beautifully expressed, sis
Your pain is beautiful, I guess

© 2019 SilentDream


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SilentDream
SilentDream

Baltimore, MD



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Zsanece Brown was born in Baltimore, Maryland, in 1976. Much of her poetry is inspired by dreams and love, longing and the comfort found in silence. Her work has often been described as bordering on t.. more..

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