HEAVEN / Being god sucks. - (Book 3 of 4.) - [START HERE.]

A Story by Silencer

Psalm 82:6/John 10:34.

Being god sucks.

by god.

(That's Psalm 82:6 and John 10:34, (from Matthew 4:17,) if you believe the Bible.)

At this very-moment, you are in the presence of god. And I'm not talking about alien imposters, like jehovah.

"...you will certainly die." - jehovah

[For the weak-minded: You'd better put-up with my blah, blah, blah, or you're gonna be doing some burn, burn, burn.

Don't believe me? Then f**k-off. (And before you do, what did I just say to you? Bye!)]

(By the way, if you can't react to that intelligently instead of emotionally, there is nothing ANYONE can do, to stop you from going to Hell. ALL easily-offended, spineless nit-wits, go to Hell. Go to Hell.)

Do you think I'm passing out cookies here? You not only NEED to read this, you also NEED to f*****g act right about it TOO. Can't do that? THEN GO TO HELL. And don't worry, you won't have to try.

(There are two things you have to do to go to Heaven. The second one, is with the aim of love, be guided entirely by your intellect, (see TRIALS,) and not at all by your feelings. I just said I'm god. (And I also just said that if you don't listen to me, you'll go to Hell, did I not?) Intellectually, you need to shut the f**k up, and f*****g pay attention. Don't you? Maybe you have better things to do.)

I am a Marine. And unlike society, true Marines, only respect, what is respectable.

I don't like how I am treated.

First of all, I was raped. Not just any rape. Just see my PEACE ON EARTH document.

I became a god because I repented, and it was unexpected. I never asked to be or planned to be.

I explained how I became one, and nobody cares. And nobody is interested in doing likewise.

[Nobody still cares. To become a god: "Guided entirely by your conscience, empty yourself of all sin." * That's it. * And you'll start saying "Ah!" And I can also report, it's not as hard as you'd think. You may be attacked like I have been if you do, so that's an important consideration. You might want to read TRIALS first.]

Still don't think I'm god? I just told you how to be. How do you think I'd know that?

(Do it yourself, and you'll prove me right. And until you do, you can shut the f**k up, and f*****g listen, B***H.)

Everybody thinks it's a f*****g joke.

I'm always looked at as having a mental illness.

And at this very-moment, after saying all of this, I am STILL, being treated this way!

My Mom died, because GOD's a liar. (Edit: Not the real GOD, morons.)

My daughter was taken away and I can't get help. (Her Mom is a sociopath.)

When we dated, she horribly abused me. One day I wrote down all of the ways I could remember, and it came out to 65 horrible incidents of abuse.

I'm a person who strongly desires receiving oral sex, and I'm a gentleman. And I was raped. And I suffer.

One day, right in front of me, she told someone that I forced her to suck my dick so that I wouldn't throw her and her baby out into the cold.

100%, fiction. And, she actually hadn't given me any oral sex. How do you think, that made me feel?

I'm telling you about it. That's a clue.

E'Ziah and Daddy.

I also don't have my cats anymore, because of this wicked bullshit. (Miracle and Patches.)

Everyone thinks your nuts, especially all doctors.

You type "your" instead of "you're" and you're back to dipshit status.

My Dad treats me like s**t. He both completely misjudges, and misunderstands me, and has the complete opposite amount of respect for me that he should, and always has. (He disrespectfully ignored a collection of my life's accomplishments that I gave him, and he also didn't get the same impression from TRIALS, that Rick and Morty did,) and lately he's been giving me the silent treatment. You know, because that's what I deserve, for doing my best. Even when communicating calmly, like this.

He once suggested that maybe my rape, wasn't one. How do you think that sounds to a rape victim?

And, a person with the mentality to make such a comment, would also be incapable, of understanding that.

Everyone ignores me.

My best friend acts like a moron all the time. Not all the time, but a lot recently:

Buddy - Mar 25, 2025 11:33 AM

I'm turning my phone off for the day. Metal health. I'll be down there around 10a tomorrow. Weather should be dry which is big.

Hope you didn't submit your data to 23andMe. They filed bankruptcy and people are thinking they can delete their stuff. Who knows. I always thought doing that was risky. Who knows what a compamy would do.

Me - Mar 26, 2025 12:48 AM

What risks exist? And what could they do, that should be feared?

Buddy - Mar 26, 2025 2:13 PM

DNA risks, who knows. The US military for years has told people not to do any of that stuff.

Got home okay. Got 2 spring rolls at a Chinese place

Some private company has your DNA and lineage data. I'm not the only one totally uncomfortable with that. And now, low and behold one of those big outfits is filing BK. People are frantically trying to delete their data. As a far as they know it's being deleted.

Good seeing you today. Talk later

Buddy - Mar 26, 2025 7:59 PM

https:people.comcat-breaks-world-record-for-longest-tail-meet-pugsley-11703745

Me - Mar 27, 2025 12:21 AM

"What risks exist? And what could they do, that should be feared?"

"DNA risks, who knows"

"uncomfortable"

I would like one specific example.

Buddy - Mar 27, 2025 1:19 AM

I'm done discussing it

...save for my concern a foreign actor gets the data and does God knows what. We already know foreign actors have caused data breaches for many companies including Anthem. I personally am not comfortable doing it.

Me - Mar 27, 2025 2:10 AM

"I would like one specific example."

"I'm done discussing it."

Sorry I didn't mean to hit Enter yet.

What does this indicate to you?

Buddy - Mar 27, 2025 2:16 AM

This is from a 2019 Miltary.com article:

"U.S. troops are being advised to steer clear of popular genetic-testing kits over what Pentagon leaders say is a growing concern that the personal information could be exploited or tracked."

One of my fav shows is Finding Your Roots on PBS but I would never agree to the dna test. Tempting. They can tell you all about your lineage. That's a great show

Yeah, no thanks cuz

He constantly expresses baseless fears, and it is extremely irritating. This was my attempt to help him.

He's not a moron. But continuously engaging in the drama of baseless fears is moronic. Treating fantasy like fact.

Illogical emotional comments, are the opposite, of thinking clearly. Your first thought in any series of thoughts needs to be a logical one, otherwise you're spewing emotional nonsense. It's a little bit like dealing with John Hagee.

Saying stupid things is fine, as long as they're not taken as not being stupid. That's thinking that stupid thinking is smart thinking. A recipe for catastrophic failure.

The false GOD's putting me through misery. Trying to manipulate me. Constantly threatening me.

I've seen hells you can't imagine.

I'm alone in my understanding. You can't even begin to begin to imagine what is on my mind.

I'm on a ship of fools.

I'm watching everyone go to HELL, as they're thinking they're doing the opposite.

(John Hagee's response: Ignore it.)

People who believe in GOD, are being strongly deceived, and people who don't believe in GOD, don't care.

People expect a queerly perfect presentation from me under these conditions.

It's no fun trying to explain all of these things to people who are bent from the start on not listening.

I am persecuted more than you can f*****g imagine.

Everyone thinks I'm a megalomaniac like they are. And I'm surrounded by megalomaniacs and I f*****g hate them.

The religious and media establishments are filled with shallow, phony, insincere people. Not likable ones.

I suppose there are some who are attracted to Christianity because of its supposed forgiveness of sins.

I was attracted to its apparent alignment with my natural, loving, GOD-given values. That, was my focus.

I think the thing that hurts the most, is finding-out that people I thought were respectable, don't act like it.

In the lie called the Bible, it clearly states in both the Old (Psalm 82:6) and New (John 10:34,) that we are gods.

So if you're a leader in Judeo-Christianity, and someone clearly explains to you exactly how that happened to them,

what would be an appropriate response?

Persecution. Ignore them, and persecute them. Ignore their pain. Ignore their pleas for help. Hurt them more.

Thanks, Pastor Hagee. You're a real hero.

And the government is f*****g AWOL too.

My girlfriend, lots to say there. Long story. It's f*****g horrible. (My girlfriend is not E'Ziah's Mom. Nor will I ever date E'Ziah's Mom again, period.)

And that's not all. Far f*****g from it.

I have been through over 400 TRIALS.

One night, GOD killed me, and then I got back up. (Want details?*)

One night, I woke up in jail with nine, broken bones, and no memory of it.

One night, my head vibrated like it was in a microwave, knocking me to the ground.

That's three of them.

I've spent more time in Hospitals and Jails than I can list.

You can ignore this, but I'm going to say it. During my last non-arrest, the Police took me into a hospital room, and stabbed the end of my penis with needles for awhile. And, I was able to get them to stop, by persuading them that I was a racist. Believe what you want.

[My WORK, (this is WORK,) doesn't allow, for a single, lie. Also, this is the only time and place that I've EVER, MENTIONED THAT. (Zero lies.)]

And on top of all of that, I'm dealing with 3 *establishments that couldn't act any more queer.

Oh! And do you know what? I also have to maintain a 'normal' life. Like you do. (And, I do.)

I got into this 'business' because I choose, to be Caring.

And that is exactly and precisely, what those people, NEVER DO.

They should go to church. (When you see a cross, it is the symbol of death. Watch them smile.)

I'll clean this up later.

-god

P.S. Did you know the Marine Corps is called "The Suck"? It sure is, by Marines.

Have you ever wondered what it might be like to be god?

Not anymore.

Do you think any of these clowns are going to see the light, grow a conscience, and act right?

What do you think?

////////

I'm god, (and I'm pretty-smart.) Watch this:

It's 3/27/25.

I'm going to start a new document, right-here!

ROUGH DRAFT - This is a Work in Progress.

Nothing!

Suggestions: {Shh... This is a 'card', god is 'playing', (look forward!) ;o) Shh!}

1) Do not follow any GOD who advocates mutilating your daughters.

Do not follow any GOD who doesn't discuss UFOs but does lots of miracles.

Who shows a lack of Humanity, saying an eye for an eye.

Who says they're omniscient, but:

Who shows ignorance of human Conscience, and instead instructs man with a ridiculous set of laws.

Who does not predominantly extol the importance of Caring, and teach that there is no greater divider of people.

Who likewise lacks any hint of Sweetness, or ever mentions its importance for happiness in life.

Who says to fear not, more than to be careful.

Who says they're omnipresent, but not in China, the Middle East, most other places, or the rest of the universe.

Who says they're omnipotent, but can't bring my daughter home, or stop the clicking sounds I hear.

Unless you prefer a stupid lying wicked pest bug alien GOD that spews meaningless words and is a fuckshit imposter.

This isn't hypothetical. Feel free to (ignore it, or) continue believing in those GODs, after disproving what I said.

2) Embrace your Humanity, Conscience, Caring and Sweetness.

(Humanity, is expressing civilized behavior. Conscience, is your internal compass, that tells you right from wrong. Caring, is putting the needs of others ahead of your own. And sweetness, is being kind and loving.)

(Do you think the bug GOD should have a problem with you thinking any of this? And, do you think they should?)

3) Ask yourself, are the two GODs in "1)", qualified, to be GOD for you, and your loved ones?

4) Ask yourself, are members of the Religious, Media and Government establishments, who actively ignore a Psalm 82:6/John 10:34 god, qualified, to serve you, and your loved ones?

Stay Tuned!

[For the weak-minded: (None of them are here.) But I told them, didn't I? And I was right, wasn't I? And they're going where I said, aren't they? And they deserve to, don't they? Are you crying about it?]

Let's talk about offensiveness.

A) Saying who I am. A lot of so-called loving thoughtful Christians are really upset and offended about me saying who I am. Saying I'm a god. They don't care what the Bible says in Psalm 82:6 and John 10:34, they don't care that it's the truth, they don't care that I explain how it happened, they don't want to do so themselves, they don't want others to do so, they just want me to shut the f**k-up. Because I'm just offensive. Clearly all I am is some nut who wants to be worshiped, (because that's all they want, and that's all they think about.)

B) Aliens imitating GOD. That's not offensive, I should shut-up about it . It's not true, it doesn't matter, it's not important. Nobody cares, so I should stop bothering people about it. Who cares about where our loved ones or others or we, go when we die. Shut-up already, your noises are irritating and annoying.

C) People not doing their jobs. Why's that important? Who cares? Telling truth, reporting important news, defending our species, (huh?) these things aren't important. Let's laugh more and gossip about weather and s**t. god who?

D) Reporting Jesus is an alien hostage. Again, would you just shut-up? We don't want to hear anything about him that we don't think we already know, especially from someone who was mentally ill once maybe, and who uses curse words.

They're all still sitting on their asses, at this very-moment. Because here, I'm clearly the one who's offensive.

[email protected]

[And at this very-moment, after saying all of this, I am STILL, being treated this way!]

Nothing that anyone can write, can make any stupid jerk, act smart or nice. (They need their asses kicked.)

Those are the a******s. Maybe let them know what you think. You can expect to be ignored.

Every one of those people is a "scatter-brain". And they all possess absolutely zero, intellectual capability. "Zero".

Scatter-brains can't remember what I've said from one paragraph, to the next. When they read, they don't really read, because they don't exert any effort to think, as they do. They don't even process the information. They just go through the motions, and at the end think, 'I read every word!' And they did. Exactly that. Just not any sentences, paragraphs, or the document. It's in one eye and out the other. I'd might as well be talking to a pile of dirt.

How many of those scatter-brains do you think can fully process, the contents of this single document? They can't process two words. They hate reading. They can't stand all of my blah, blah, blah. Yeah they're real smart and helpful and to be respected and listened to. But they can't process two words. They should try-out for GOD.

Of the things I teach on this page, what does this guy know?

So, what does he ultimately know?

What I said.

And, ask him, if you can. And I think you'll find that after he reads this, he'll agree.

I'm god, and not very-long ago, I learned something. That's saying a lot. What that means, is this is very-advanced.

I never would have successfully seen through the lie called the Bible, if it weren't for one thing.

Caring.

This isn't queer fantasy talk. I speak factually and literally. This isn't the stupid emotional spewing you're used to from other people.

It is surprising, and amazing. Caring is the KEY, to seeing things clearly. To discernment. To seeing through confusion. To figuring-out answers. To understanding. It is literally the KEY, to success. I'm telling you, I could see clearly, the power of caring, was greater than I realized, and so it is also greater than you realize. The power of caring will actually, literally, surprise you. It provides intellectual answers that you can't see any other way. That which we do not see, responds to our caring. (And that, we can see!) I never thought caring would provide Intellectual answers, BUT IT DOES! And it's absolutely stunning, and amazing, to experience. Now, you know. Care all you can, and someday, you'll see what I'm saying.

[And at this very-moment, after saying all of this, I am STILL, being treated this way!]

They take after their GOD. Really.

Thank-you for reading.

I'm just a guy who loves and cares, about loving and caring People, and animals, who I all consider to be my Family.

I'm just a guy who loves and cares about his Family.

So that might include you. And if it does, let me say, I love you. (See all of this? It's because I love you.)

My aim is to be helpful. And I think that's obvious.

And, I'd appreciate it, if you shared this.

Love,

-Steve

5) Coming soon! (I already know what this will be.)

[Right-now I'm thinking, I have a lot more I can add to "1)", but the scatter-brains couldn't take it. And any that tried, would probably get side-tracked by it, Victor. (Victor, read my PEACE ON EARTH document, link's at the top. They are being affected by a brain-dampening technology, and I'd like you to be aware of that fact in your thinking. Do not make that your focus, stay focused on their behavior, but keep it in mind. That should reduce your frustration, (and it's true, of course.) I'd love to see you.)]

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