Dull

The days just drag on and on and on and on and on

with no significance.

No change.

There's no sparks of

Inspiration,

Interest,

Happiness,

Love,

Passion,

Excitement.

Nothing.

Just dark and miserable.

Every day.

Feeding the doubts and

expanding expanding the empty spaces I thought couldn't get any deeper.

It's exhausting.

I just want something...

Something..

SOMETHING to make me feel ALIVE again..

I don't just want to be an empty vessel,

rotting away in this never ending sadness...

Please,

someone.

Something.

Show me the light again.

The whole thing.

Not just another sliver, a beam,

teasing my yearning soul with an unreachable, untouchable

glimmer of life.