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Just some random thoughts?

You're like the saddest song I've ever heard, resonating in my bones, gentle but with a touch like hot, serrated knives.. And I wouldn't have it any other way..

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It's like.. watching a balloon floating away.. into a dusk dimmed sky... There's no choice anymore.. it just goes. Flying up and away wherever the wind takes it. All I know is it's going away. You.. are flying away.. I have no choice. But.. the worst part is that it is all happening in slow motion.. forcing my racing heart to wallow in the aftermath of this... I can't make you stay..

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In your heart.. your energy felt mine. I was in there. At one point, I was in there. With you. But, somewhere along the way, I lost it. How could I have lost it? I don't know what went wrong... But I can feel that..there's no trace of me in you anymore.. I can't reach you. Why can't I reach you?! There's nothing there.. What the f**k happened?!

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The sun is even shining today.. Smiling down on us.. And I am still cast in darkness..

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He comes in my darkest hours... He whispers to me from somewhere unknown... He says "You should have gone a long time ago. You shouldn't be here. And now you've made it harder for yourself... Look what you'll be losing. It's too late. You shouldn't be here.."

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His heart beat and yours are no longer in sync...

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You are alive, and that's the hardest thing to be. I am so proud of you. Always...