Random Sadness

Up all day, 

up all night,

sleepless from losing

this endless fight.

No one is here, 

just me, alone.

Maybe there will be a change,

maybe there's a tomorrow...

Lost within myself.

No hope to ever return.

This battle bloodies my mind,

maybe I shouldn't be sober...

Maybe I should lay down and die,

end the pain the easy way...

But then again, you wouldn't know,

you never cared anyway.