Tired of Being Here

I'm so tired of being here.

Trapped in this world of darkness and fear.

I used to be happy,

I used to care.

But all that changed when you appeared.

 

Everyday became a struggle.

Waiting for death, being consumed by sadness.

Everything changed when you came along;

Now all I can do is lay here and fade away.

 

I feel so invisible, like i'm never seen,

Except when you're near, then I appear.

There's nowhere to hide when I look in your eyes.

I am miserable.

I'm all you never wanted me to be.

 

So now as I lay here,

Beaten and broken,

Hurt in many ways, with many things unspoken.

I'm so tired of being here;

In a world ruled by death, sadness, darkness and fear.