How Does It Feel?

How does it feel

To have reality come crashing down on you?

The pain and realization,

heavy like a ton of bricks.

Piled on your throat.

Crushing.

Suffocating.

Restricting.

And nobody's going to help you up

from under it all.

Because they hate you.

How does it feel

To know your whole life,

As you know it,

Is nothing but lies...

It hits you hard,

And how does it feel?

Tell me love,

How does it feel?...