Death Note #5

Dear... Anyone

I don't know if you can hear me,

Or if you even care,

But over the sound of shattering glass,

And broken hearts,

I need someone to listen. 

I don't know if you can see,

That I am alone,

With my eyes dark and hands shaking,

My room feels like it is swallowing me,

My door is locked,

And barricaded. 

I don't know if you can smell,

The metallic tang,

Of blood pouring out of me,

That no bandage or ointment,

Can stop,

The self harm I have done to myself.

Dear Anyone,

I don't know if you can feel,

The pain ripping through my chest,

That comes from deep within,

When I say I am fine,

And that the med are working.

Dear friend,

This is not a cry for saving,

This is my death note,

So when I let out my last cry,

When I finally die,

You can still say goodbye.