It hurts.
More than I imagined,
it hurts..
Every single moment I'm on the verge of tears
My throat closes up, my chest hurts,
And endless tears threaten to spill over
When you thought life is perfect,
But then it all comes crashing down
Shattering to a million pieces
As you watch helplessly..
And then comes the hardest part.
Trying to move on and forget it ever happened,
Or at least pretend.
Oh but no. Life has other plans.
You have to once again face all those buried feelings.
Keep facing them until it becomes normal.
Then that question comes up..
Will I ever heal?