I NO LONGER

I no longer belong to that world where You and I had a magical future.

I no longer exhale the love as you distorted the soul in me somehow.

I no longer allow the fall of giggles and flow of cries as you smashed out the already torned heart in me.

I no longer have patience for the aroma that reminds me of you or reminds me of us.

I no longer get the flashbacks of our thousand memories as it cripples and erodes my body and brain.

I no longer obsess, imagine, wonder or think about you cause I'll forget but I'll never forgive you.

I CAN'T FEAR PAIN, NO LONGER
I'VE DIED A THOUSAND TIMES.