Death note unexpected

A Story by Shreyash

Last minutes of a boy who is in coma

I'm talking to myself inside my head with my eyes wide open only to see a view of white ceiling most of the time because i'm in my last days now. I'm in coma for almost 15 years now. I should have died a year ago according to doctors but my brother is doing everything he can to keep me alive, throwing cash for a living death body of mine. Now only thing happening in my head is rewind, rewind of my whole life, rewind of good and special moments and rewind of sad and mourned moments too. I only had one girlfriend in my life but destiny didn't allowed us to be together forever. Still i don't know why she left me or did she ever loved me. This questions still wakes me up in the middle of the night because i thought she is the one and she will be forever with me and i loved her soo much that now i don't have any love left for any other person. After we broked up i decided to give up my life and told her i want to see her on last time. But she didn't even showed up once till now. I went to the top of the building to jump but i wasn't even courageous enough to have guts to do a suicide attempt. I left that building alive but as a loser. But later that night i got shot by a homicide that's why I'm in this situation.
As soon as this scenario ended in my mind my brother came closer to my bed but he wasn't alone there was lady with him. I recognized her as soon as she came in front of my sight. She was the one whom i loved the most. I wasn't able to move my lips but i wanted talk to her at least a word but that was too also impossible for me. She said hello to me with tears in her eyes holding my hand. She still remember me even after so many years. I can't express how happy i was but next and last words i heard was shocking and painfull more then anything till now. My brother told me she is his wife and they are together since i got hospitalized and he told me he was the reason she left me. And i taught life is a perfect illusion and i had a feeling i never had, a feeling of disgrace and bitterness and every feeling which describes sad and sudden feeling. They never told me thinking i could not handle this truth. And yess they were thinking right I'm losing myself now and ready to leave this world. Because my last wish to see her is completed and thank you brother for keeping me alive.

√/√√_________ no more waves on ventilator