Long. Lasting. Love.

I know you're tired of my dark soul. I know you don't like me this bad and torn. I swear I never felt so bad about my existence. But you are my source of happiness in tons. I'm sorry and I know I should stop saying that , but I can't help because I always felt this bad. For I thought you always deserved someone better , I never realized I had your heart forever. I am so grateful for you to be mine because you're my star that'll always shine. I promise to love you till the world illuminates in the dark or till the humans have their mark. x I'll try to improve myself everyday I get but please don't let me lose myself. Baby , you are the sun that shines so bright and I'm the moon in the deepest night. These words aren't just a ćliche clue , I swear they aren't just the midnight blue. You were always my dream in the night or the day , because I'll never leave you come what may. Your name is just the squillion dollar sound , your love has always left me spellbound. I'm sorry for whatever I am , because I know this feels like a dried up dam. You know you are my most beautiful sight , you are my favorite star in the daylight. I write too much and spill in tears but I can think of you for a thousand years. I'll never want to change you love , I promise x and you will always be my forever bliss. I don't mind if you don't read these words , these are just my mind's timeless surds. I am going to be your forever sorry , but won't leave your hand don't you please worry. I'll not hurt you for lives to come , because every time I hurt you , a little tho , I did succumb. I know this sounds a melancholic melody , I just know you are my only remedy. I can never trust the universe for once , but I'll be by you in the down crust. I'm sorry for this thousand word piece , youu know I'm too deep on my dizz. I love you boy for now and ever and I swear to keep my promise till forever. 

 ~EmKayyEff.