Things I once dream about

How did u end up here
So close yet so far
To something I’ve wanted for so long
To have time let it build up
And question if it’s real
I let it dawn on me
While dawn came up
And put everything back in perspective
Until time slowly let it drift away
And silence fills every dull thing in my skull
And words don’t come out like they used to
Because it used to make me feel something
Now that it’s real
I can’t even tell you how I feel
Again