I do I do

Somedays, you’ll have to realise that:
1. Your parents do love you, they care about you in any circumstances. 
2. Forgive your parents for the things they have done, intentionally and unintentionally. Some people deal with pain their whole life, and some just choose to let it go.
3. You have struggled phases that you never thought you would make it through. But you have and I am so proud of you. And I can assure you that there are so many things ahead that you would not want to miss. So please please please stay. Survive.
4. Some days are darker than the others, and it is no different from the day you woke up at 4am, crying and screaming. Contemplating what you want to do in life, thinking about what you can do and what you can’t. Worrying about every single thing in life that you have not even overcome yet. Love, please give yourself a break. Your mind and soul, you need to love yourself and what has given to you. 
5. Some people do actually care about you. When you think that they only want to know what is going on in your life, some actually went through your phase in some point in their life. 
6. When you are scared of being the person you are in life, because of the judgements they would make. You are wrong. Without you knowing love, some people actually need someone like you in their life. Because everyone is different, and being yourself won’t hurt anyone love.



7. And last, I do care about how you feel and what you think. I care about those nights where you feel so useless and worthless as if you can’t do anything. As if you can’t go on with anything else in your life, till the only thing and choice in your life that you could think of is to just die. You are wrong love. Because I love you from the depths of my heart. And it hurts to know if you are struggling through life. I love you. And I am here. Okay? I love you. I do I do I do.