The feels of it

You know it's amazing that human beings have all these feelings and emotions. It's a little strange that socio paths can act like they have emotions, but they don't.they're great at pretending. But, it's not amazing or strange that some people feel so badly and are degraded or put down or just feel plain horrible everyday about everything, you have emotions and they are used feeling suicidal or depressed. I mean, they say you just have to get up more times than you fall. Sometimes it hard to differentiate between falling and flying. It's feels like falling in the wrong direction or flying straight to hell. It's feels like you're drowning and your chest gets that really heavy feeling, but you can clearly see everyone else around you breathing as if you don't exist. Almost like you're a non essential part of life. It's like playing a game when you know you're gonna lose.everyone loses , no one gets out of here alive. Just keep holding on.