Why

Do you ever get that really good feeling hearing someone voice like you don't know what you would do without them because they are so special to you and have this really good song stuck in your head and so when you think back that song reminds you of that very moment EVERYTIME you hear it and you can't seem to tell why .
The way they talk just gets rid of all your anxiety and makes you feel like your back in your childhood , well almost as good as that feeling .
But you think of his eyes when he talks cause they light up so much , so hopeful .
But you always seem to get let down , I can't comprehend how one can have so much hope and never get anything for being positive out of it .
And you just watch his mouth move , almost like an angel speaking but he doesn't know it , only you can see it .
It seem to be this secret .
Cause when you talk he sees you and hears what your saying , there's no melody to it , he doesn't study your eyes or watch your mouth move .
He doesn't admire what you think about avenged sevenfold or trapt
He doesn't look at you that way
He sees you .
And you can't seem to deal with that in your head cause you just want him to see what you are , so much detail
I miss seeing you with the sunshine in your face and your gorgeous eyes shining blue , hope filled .
But what happens when he's your Romeo , but you're not his julet ?