Do you care?

I know that you're horrible on expressing yourself.. But please wait for me, don't run away and leave me behind..

DO YOU CARE ?

Do I love you or I hate you..

I really can not understand what this feeling is !

It makes me really happy but it hurts a lot

It makes me smile deeply but it drives me cry like a little child

It makes my day but it still destroying my mood

I still can not get it well…  

that pain inside of me ..

Does friendship allow people to be rude and cruel ?

Does it allow them to ignore their friends that much ?

I know you didn't mean it but .....

I swear I want to get used to, but it’s so hard..

I feel like I am the only fighter in this war..

Didn’t you say I am your best friend ?

How can you be both, so warm and so cold ?

Once I feel secured you leave me so long…

How can you do both, kill cruelly and revive kindly ?

Once you drop my sadness you say "welcome" to my tears..

I didn’t think that friendship can turn to that hard relationship

Something that’s beyond my power.. 

Something that exceeds my limits..

I am helpless ... paralyzed

I am so depressed, I need you by my side !

I really do wanna know if it does truelly matter for you ?

Can’t I see or am I blind..

I really do wanna tell you please let me feel you 

Can’t I speak or am I dumb

You made me cry, but I couldn't show you my tears

You made me sad, but I couldn't show you my sadness 

I don’t want you hurt me more, but I am so afraid to lose you. 

No, I am so scared

Please stay here..

Why it seems like you’re fading away

I am losing myself my dear, I can not control it anymore

please be nice to me.. But please be yourself !