silent tears

If I'd known that the end would come so fast.. I would have said so much more.

silent tears 

Frozen like a piece of ice

Hurt myself by an autumn breeze !

Waiting you to appear again..

Waiting in that place was the biggest lie I have made..

It was a huge shock that I couldn't believe your parting untill nowI can neither love you properly nor hate you forever..

I'm not able to forget you

I'm not able to forget your face features even if in a corner of this heart remains an unclear photo of you..

It hurts a lot showing up all the time on my mind

What's a pitiful situation !

I hadn't the chance to talk to you, I didn't hear your voice & didn't see you closer

I even didn't say sorry for that time..

You went without leaving a proper goodbye

However if it hurts, I wanted to hear these words from you

Your wavering words..

I feel that a new person is living inside of me. I'm neither being myself nor can control it

I miss the time when we were together!

I had a lot of happiness because of your presence.

This heart won't forget about your existence

It still sensing around.. what if you appear out of nowhere

This world is really odd

Where on universe would you leave?

I'm curious to know if you're doing well

Are you watching me from that far?

You're now in a perfect world. No sadness, no pain !

Are you praying for me?

Are you remembering me?

It hurts that much which makes my heart aches badly

I want to approach more from you

I'm dreaming of tickling these soil's grains that cover your grave !

I want to touch it with my hands to realize the truth

I want to feel you & lay on that ground next to you

I really want to be near. I wish to be by your side.

Even I don't know if you feel lonely or not, however I want to come to visit that small place where you're perpetuating in!

As a very simple wish for others to achieve.

I can't even imagine how is it yours..

My eyes started tearing suddenly..

I miss you..

the one I really did respect !

Reviews

[Black Jess]

for the first comment that you're gonna receive , i'm not gonna flatter you a lot so that you don't feel yourself great and you keep writing like this and more , beautifully and extraordinary ^^

[A daytime shooting star]

ahahahaa you look like that teacher from last year !
thanks a lot dear ...
I will do my best to make time to share more writings

[Black Jess]

An i'm waiting paitently ^^ who's that teacher ?!

[A daytime shooting star]

philosophy's one hahaha~~
& yup I aleady published a new one !

[Black Jess]

Yeah I saw it , how can I forget the way I read it !!! xD