Im Just Your Toy

about a friend treating me like crap

You found me when i was new and shining and fun to play with.
Your bored with me now.
But you keep me around....
I guess that's that's some sort of love....right?
I just don't know anymore...
You take me everywhere with you but never touch or talk....
I'm just...there.
A last resort for fun.
But I'm sick of it now.
So just put me back on my shelf before you break me....
Oh...
That's right.
I'm Already broken.
I'm not that shining fun toy anymore.
I'm that ugly, dirty, doll.
The one with the heart cut out.
The one that isn't herself anymore.
You made me this way.
You should fix me.
The doll you used to love.
The doll that made you smile when the other toys were mean.
The doll that encouraged you when you were crying and scared and all hope was lost.
The doll you promised you would keep close to your heart and never let go.
But you wont.
Because your afraid of what others think.
And that you'll disappoint them.
And make them hate you..
All because you took the time to fix the one thing that was there for you.
but not anymore.
Don't expect this toy to bring you comfort.
because im done.
Just throw me away already.....

Reviews

[Deaths Cold Kiss]

love it, i can relate

[Boris Jonathan Novak]

From the heart, a great work. Many of us have felt that angst -- that detachment from what we once loved. Feeling used and left for naught always brings out the messiest of pains. Thanks for sharing.

[Last Lying Look]

Story or poem, it doesn't matter because I really liked it.
I can relate to the feelings in this poem and it's a difficult thing to deal with.
Sometimes you just have to completely shake the person off in order to be happy.
Really great write, yet very sad.
-Elissa :)

[Gabriella]

Categorized as a story, but shouldn't it be under poetry?