She Loved You to Death

A Story by ShittyBakaFace

sad dream i had

times were hard, yeah we all knew that... but we didnt know how bad it really was.
you left her at home to go work and you didnt come home until everyone was asleep.
you didnt know this but that girl would hide, making you think she went to school until you left.
then she would go to her job that you didnt know about.
and help pay ur bills.
once the boys would come home, she would watch them all day and night,
cleaning the house as she went.
she would cook dinner with the little food you had.
and not eat it so they little ones could.
before bed she would read stories to your kids
and sing to them.
something you couldnt do anymore.
when you did make it home to see that she was thinning drasticly.
her eyes sunk in
her breath comeing out in weezing pants.
you would ask her if she was all right.
and believe her when she said smiling
"I love you to death and i would never lie to you. Im definatly alright!"
But her absence in school was noticed.
and the cops came to pick her up.
only to find her on the couch.
barely breathing
covered in sweat.
they ran to her.
rushing her to the hospital.
her eyes fogging over slowly.
she stayed there in critical condition.
and days later when she was strong enough.
she came to a siminar at school about the troubles going on today
her as an example.
you went with the boys who were estatic to see her as much as you,
only to see her carried in.
asleep.
she didnt have much strength
but she came anyways.
because she missed you.
she sat down
her body fragile.
and watched the speaker.
one of the boys got up to get something for her
unable to wait until they got home.
she watched smiling
until the look of pure joy
turned into pure horror.
that day was the day that
that quiet boy
the one everyone was mean to
pulled out a gun.
he sat with the gun pointed at you beautiful boy
tears running down his face yelling
"YOU ALL DID THIS! YOU ALL MADE ME THIS WAY!"
and he pulled the trigger...
in the midst of his screaming.
she used all her strength
and stood
and ran infront of your beautiful boy
her arms held out protectivly.
that beautiful boy didnt recieve that bullet.
your hard working daughter
who pained by herself.
and smiled to not make you worry..
she did.
she fell to her knees.
face down.
the beautiful boy was screaming and crying
"NO! SISSY DONT DIE! PLEASE DONT DIE!please...."
and you hard working girl.
the one that never frowned
looked up at that beautiful boy
blood running from her lips.
and smiled.
grabbing his hand and pulling him to her
hugging him as hard as she could.
and cried.
the boy hugged back
until her body was pulled away from him.
and he cried and cried and cried....
he still visits her grave everyday,
unlike you
who cant bare to bring urslef to believe that shes really gone.
i bet you wished you were home more then
so you could spend as much time as you could with her
with your family.
and let her truthfully smile for pure joy
instead of doing it to make you feel better.
to not make you worry.
i bet you wish that you never heard her say smiling
"I love you to death..."