My Deepest Pain

When you try to fool your heart into believing that you are in control....

My greatest fear now is to find out that the truth I have believed in for so long, is no longer.

The words are in front of me in black and white,

but I am blind to the ink.

How many times does the word stop have to appear before I slow down?

My brake is broken because my love is strong.

My eyes are blind because my fears are real.

For if I find the truth, my heart will crumble and I will fade.

It's getting hard to wake up in the morning, my head is spinning constantly.

Only emptiness remains. It replaces all the pain.

I want myself back, the person I am on the inside.

The one you first fell in love with.

She is lost inside of you and only you can retrieve her.