Belonging Part 2

Chapter 222-1

Belonging

Part 2

 

Mrs. Henderson said. “Well it seems that my boys have been holding out on me, all this time I was thinking Mr. Tate was a stand-up guy; when in fact he is a snake, and not the garden verity but very poisonous snake. Yet I question what his next move is going to be considering you have just moved yourself into another position by taking me and my boys out of the line of fire and I thank you for that.

“Yet it seems that my back is against the wall, because if I choose to move into those very nice trailers, or move back into my new home once it is finished or if it will be finished so quickly… if that would be a mistake. Knowing if I do it makes us a living target for the satanic church not more then a few blocks from us, which I suspected that the old theater that has been renovated into reception hall or events center was more then it seems. That all this time it was converted into a church and not just any church, but the church of the devil, and you stated they have roughly 300 or so members right here in Heber and some of the boarding towns near here.

“Not only that but in the large cities like Salt Lake City, and in nearly every school across the United States, as well as in hiding out inside the LDS Church and the Catholic churches. So everywhere I go and take my boys we would all be in serious danger until you and the people like you as well as the United States Governments tasks force can take them down and eliminate the threat.

“Here I thought I was imaging things all this time that my own friends or I thought were my friends. That my boys and I have mingled with for years since they were in middle schools are part of the satanic church. I am in a loss for words, being I was left in the dark, then finding out that very people I have trusted all these years are responsible for my husband's death when they, in fact, lied to my face, stating they have solved the murder and closed the case.

“Yet in truth, the cops were burying it, because they were dirty and members of this occult that is killing children and rapping them. Not only that they have been grooming my boys to become just like them; God how that makes me angry. I could kill Mr. Tate with my bare hands. But being as if I did so I wouldn’t be any better then he and his friends are. So the question is what I do now because leaving this town is not an option. I am sure they would just hunt us down because they have invested so much time in grooming my boys.

“So I am left with several choices, moving to a foreign country and hope they don’t find us. Which I can not afford to do by living pay check to pay check, with nothing to live with, because I would need the money from the sale of the new house, which could take months to sell, providing it could be built in a matter of a month. Quit my job and put my education on hold so I can move us the hell out of here, which doesn’t have a lot of promising prospects if I can get another job or have the chance to finish school. The only real option is safety in numbers.

“You have stated the safest place is behind your walls in your gated community, which is guarded 24/7 to keep the bad guys out while you are taking down these b******s. I am a mother with two boys, Safety and trust mean everything to me. I have only just met you and your family, but I feel completely safe here. I feel like I belong here for the very first time. So if I throw my lot in with you, you can guarantee that my boys will be safe?”

Mom and Dad nodded, Dad said. “Safe is relative considering we live on the edge of a knife, but safer than most places that I can say for certain. Our guards are well trained and would fight to keep us alive because not only do we pay them well, they know that we are doing important work to ensure that our freedoms are not taken away by people that seek world domination so they can enslave us. And then when we are no longer useful or worthy they won’t hesitate to kill us.

“We have a real fighting chance to take these b******s down. Every person matters. Every time we take one down it leads us closer to bring the church down. We take one down we take several more down with it, using the knowledge we have gained. In the last four months, we have taken down several key members here. We have saved countless lives, which would have been slaughtered.

“The work we do is dangerous, but so rewarding when it brings people out of the church like your sons Kirk and Darren as well as several high members as they for the first time see that they either come to us for help. Or die, or be captured as prisoners. Losing everything like their own families. Yet most of the time they fight tooth and nail then die rather than go to prison or be captured so they won’t be interrogated; spelling all their secrets.

“I won’t lie to you, it requires sacrifice because we must participate to get close to them; we do unspeakable things because they themselves consider it normal and it gets them to let their guard down. We don’t like to do it but considering the real consequences. It isn’t anything we haven’t done before. All of us have been raped, many times which makes us special and puts us in a unique position.

“You see my son Shawn who have seen pictures of and who is away right now at boarding school in Texas, the same school where we found Eli, and their wives Rhoda and Jackie; has sexually raped his younger brothers, with the help of his friends in Highland that boy Arthur and Mr. Crawford who is like your dear friend Mr. Tate; groomed them to do it. Yet that’s not where it all started for us.

Dad quickly went over his life history about his father during the time he was raped and the first time Shawn was being raped, he didn’t leave anything out including Jody and how Shawn and his friends, as well as Danny, had raped Jody so bad she couldn’t have any children. Once he had brought them up to the point where are now as he told her and her two boys about Crawford and Gloria West and how she had raped me and Jared, for revenge for Mom and Dad fleeing prosecution of the tribal council.

She eyed us with tears running down her cheeks leaning that everyone here on our little private mountain have all been raped and we were using our rape to fight against the satanic church so others like our selves won’t have to go through what we had gone through. She asked Kirk and her son Darren if they also have been raped, learning that they too had gone through preparing ritual and it was their own father that prepared them. Something she couldn’t understand how all this time she had never have known anything.

Sure she knew they stimulated themselves and each other. She didn’t care about that, and she told them it was normal for them to experiment because everyone does it and far as she knew being a nurse and training to be a doctor there was no harm in doing so; yet bothered her that satanic church begins grooming them at the age of 5 for those that have been raised in the church like Eli and our wives. Everyone else goes through it as new converts the moment they are forced to join the church. Using blackmail or holding family members for ransom, until they have no choice or die.

That some of them did out of love using some form as we did with the Benson’s and the Earl’s. Even my all my friends and younger brothers have all been through the ritual or have been re-prepared; because they wanted to help. And it didn’t hurt them anymore like it did when they like me was first sexually raped.

I could see her questioning the methods that my adoptive parents were using because most of it is done out of love because that’s how they were taught and raised teaching us how to share ourselves. But the satanic church has tainted it by going a step too far. Even though most people would think we had already had crossed the line in regards to how we share ourselves as family.

Yet when Mom and Dad explained it; she couldn’t argue the fact that we all closer to God on a spiritual level and as a family and all our friends here and broad all feel the same way. She was more than willing to convert to nudism because she had never felt more loved then she had since she moved here and even though it had only been a matter of two or three days.

She asked only two questions. 1: How can she help? And 2: If she could move in with us on a more permanent basis, providing if we have the room? Mom a Dad laughed telling her that there was room and soon there would be a vacancy once Bishop Earl moved out into that big log cabin across from us. Then she asked what else we do in regarding our participation inside the satanic church.

Dad spelled it out that some times we have to participate in scarifying animals like a goat, sheep or lambs; that their main rituals demand that kind of blood sacrifice for most of their rituals. Even birds like white doves or a pig. So they can bathe us in their blood. We draw the line when involves killing children or adults.  He stated that. We stop them the moment we find out that a certain child and their family has just been chosen to be sacrificed.

“Sometimes we aren’t fast enough, but when we are, that person that is performing the ritual is taken out of the equation, either captured or killed. We don’t make that call, the United States Government tells our team that we are only to go so far then it is their turn to eliminate the threat. There is no blood on our hands. Yet we are going against everything we believe in, going against the very principles we were taught on the religious standpoint in regards to the LDS faith; telling her that religion is always at the front. She laughed in regards to what the LDS church believes in considering nudism or nudists are not considered living the LDS principles.

Dad said. “No, most of them would run us out on a rail, but there are those that to find our beliefs appealing after all the LDS church doesn’t know everything, nor does the Catholic Church. They are based on the belief everything they are taught is the only thing that works.

“There is no reason you couldn’t find God in all religion. For everything is based on belief and family principles. As a nudist, we believe in love for each other, and family, just because we don’t hide our selves behind worldly clothing. We believe that if Adam and Eve never left the Garden of Eden they would have never realized they were naked. If wasn’t for the devil telling them they were naked and should be ashamed of it.

“Who is to say that today that we wouldn’t be living in the garden after they had eaten the apple? Adam did it so man might be. The devil did it so he could taint what God had given them. Clothing is only for the protection of the elements, and for no other reason other than the fact we remain clothed when we are not alone or mingling with others in the world that don’t believe in nudism.

“Even today the devil is still tainting Gods love for us, and for each other. As a nudist, we look beyond the nakedness and we find the soul of a person and that’s where we find God, and our true selves. Because all there is left after you strip that way is what God wanted in the first place. Love and that’s all that matters. The devil hates that he wants to taint that love and turn into hate and jealousy.

“He wants us to see our nakedness stripped away, using clothing that reviles more nakedness and making it so we see ourselves as immoral, filthy animals, by teasing us with seductive clothing. So we hide ourselves because we feel dirty and ashamed.

“Yet if you are already naked, what is there really to see? We were born naked. The world teaches that nakedness is wrong. That it should never be seen. It should be hidden like a mask to hide our true selves and our true emotions. The world teaches that sex in all forms is wrong, yet is the only way we can have children. And show each other we love them.

“The LDS church teaches that no one should have sex until they are married. They consider stimulating oneself a violation against God and should be saved until you are married. Yet the question is from a medical standpoint, how many people do this, even my own 4 your old son stimulates himself, he has been doing it since the time he has had his first hard-on. I think it is safe to bet that Jesus stimulated himself from the moment he was born until he died on the cross. I think it is safe to bet he might have even had sex, or if God himself did these things before he was our God.

“He gave us the means; he gave us a way to share our love with one another. Just because you don’t read about in the scriptures, doesn’t mean it didn’t happen. Even in the scriptures, it says this person begat and this person begat and so on. Stating this person had sex and produced this child and this child. Yet it never lists if they were married, we only assume they were. Then if that is the case… how did they learn about sex? Who taught them that having sex is wrong?

“God instilled the means to do so and instilled us with the knowledge of how to do it. Not the devil because he instilled hate and ignorance. He does not instill love, love for ourselves and each other. He says he does, but in truth, it is all lie, because if you love the person, why would kill them? Why would harm them?

“He teaches that we should be embarrassed about having sex and because you must have love for each other even a little bit, or it is considered rape. He wants us to rape, and murder, he wants us to destroy everything God has given us, he wants to taint everything so we feel bad about it.

“Knowing if we do so, we will never feel love and without love, we can not feel Gods love. Religion only can get you so far. It is you that has to go the distance to find the real meaning. We have taught our children as nudists that sharing ourselves with each other as a family and friends; shows them that we love them, we respect them. We teach them never to force themselves on another person if they say no, no means no. It is the satanic church that is tainting everything and saying love is only for the ones that are worthy in their eyes.

“They discriminate everyone else like women as they consider them nothing but w***e’s to bare their children, and people that are different by race or by the color of their skin. They say they don’t, but many of them still do. Even the LDS church discriminates and the Catholic Church, in fact, most churches.  They say that they are incapable of love. That man rules the world, and is the only ones capable of showing love.

“They believe rape is a form of love because if they have sex with a woman it is nothing meaningful, having sex with a boy or man shows them that they can dominate over them. There is no love, just sex to fill the need so they don’t have to have sex with their wives. Some have found love, and hide the fact they love their wives and children. Yet they are forced to chose, them over their devil God that they believe is powerful and will grant them their hearts desire of riches, power over everyone.

“So yes we are nudists, and we live by the principles of the LDS faith, but we also teach the principles that we were taught as nudists. Sometimes they contradict, but it is what you take from each and chose for yourself then rather following the sheep. Religion was never meant to govern over you. This where it conflicts with the Satanic Church, because they believe it should, that you shouldn’t be allowed the choice of how you live.

“Just that everyone must obey; everyone must prove that they are worthy. If you do not obey you are killed for it. If you are not worthy you are killed because you are not useful to anyone. If you are weak or poor, you are seen as unworthy there for you are nothing more then slaves to them. If you are different you are not respected as anything more then animals and salves until you have proven yourselves either by your bank account or how much influence you have. Yet in all things they believe death is around every corner.

“Even then you are questioned until you have proven that you are worthy of the respect you have earned. Then once you have given everything, and have nothing valuable they want you are sacrificed and ridiculed for it; if you are seen as showing charity, kindness to others. It means that you have more then you need, you are stepping on someone’s toes that have not been given permission to do so. Everything is questioned, everything is considered a threat. If you are a threat you better be prepared to fight, because if you don’t they will kill you and take everything from you, stating you were unworthy to keep it.

“Right now that is where we stand. We are a threat because we have shown we have power and influences. We are building an army and taking away something that they feel that belongs to them and them alone. So as I say we live on the edge of a knife because every move we make is seen as a threat. Yet if we don’t make a move, we are seen as weak and unworthy, which means we need to die. So throwing your lot in with us means you are a target that needs to be eliminated. Yet if you don’t you still have that target on your back because we have helped you in some way. They are jealous and questioning why and what we gain from it.

“Running is not an option. We already tried that, and we have failed, so we have chosen to fight. We have chosen to participate rather than sit on the sidelines so others will not have too. We have already have sacrificed much, but we have also gained more then we had thought possible. We have friends, we have influence and we have each other. They have nothing we want.

“Unlike us, we have the same common goals. Save the world, fight for freedoms, and fight so others do not have too they have only one goal which is cleansing the world and force them to all be just like them those that don’t are deemed unworthy and are sacrificed they main goal is world domination in hopes of releasing Lucifer and his demon friends from their prison . Like I said safe is relative. So if you want to fight for what we believe in. We always have room, we never turn anyone away, regardless of who they are, or if they are poor or rich.

“All is welcome; we only ask that you keep our secrets. Not only to keep us safe but you as well. Pain can be remedy death can not. Now it’s late. I suggest we put our kids to bed because tomorrow is going to be another long and interesting day. If you want proof about what I say is true I have it, but I warn you once you have seen it you will question if staying with us is such a good idea. Or you will be so angry and on fire that you can’t help yourself as you make a strong commitment that requires you to do things you would have never considered doing before.

“My wife and I were angered by it and it only made us and our family stronger and on fire to help? Knowing if we walk away from it and we see some kid murdered and their family found dead, that we could have helped. Made it so what we were sacrificing meaningless. It is the same for my children and our friends. You are more than welcome to ask them how they feel about it. We don’t force anyone to participate. No, means No. I’ll buy your house and give you enough money to start over if that is what you really want to do. If you decide to stay, we will take you in; I am told if you were really serious about becoming a doctor.

“I happen to know someone here in town that is looking for a nurse and is willing to give you training and provided a full ride scholarship, that would pay your tuition and books. With a good salary and steady hours that you will be able to juggle work, family, and school, and have time for yourself. All you have to do is think about it, and if you do decide that it isn’t for you. You can take option B and Stringum will fly you anywhere in the world; with enough money to start over. So think about, talk it over with your boy’s.

“Like I said earlier everyone pitches in here. Including my son Eric and his husband and their two wives and his second husband Greg; Kirk I’ll call Chef Phillips if you would like to work for him with Greg and Eric. Or you can work at any of our stores and you and your brother as well as your mother will be trained to fight so can protect yourself against those that are trying to kill you and us until help arrives which will never be far. I’ll let you decided where you want to sleep tonight, either in his room sharing a bed with Martin and Ricky or the couch that pulls out into a bed until the Philip boys return home when their father comes home tomorrow and then we can discuss living arrangements.”

Mom and Dad got up to leave I went with them; telling Kirk to spend the time talking to his mother and his brother. He nodded and blushed as his Mom saw us all naked. His Mom said. “Kirk dear, if want to be a nudist like me you are going to have to learn that I like seeing you naked. Because you can’t hide your emotions from me; nor can you lie to me. I gave you that beautiful naked body and you and your brother inherited your father’s very beautiful and tasty penis. I have been looking forward to tasting it as I did your fathers many times; as I bathe and groom you like I used to do when you were younger. Darren, as you know, wants to cover it in chocolate.

“I betting you have tasted your Dads and your three best’s friends many times and I have no doubt that you have sex with them like Darren has, considering it was your Dad that put you both through preparing the ritual. If you and I and your bother are staying to fight back, and take them down. Its time you and your brother get over the fact that I intend to let you both participate.

“You will see me naked and I will learn how to share myself with you, and you boys will learn how to share yourselves with me so we show each other how much we love each other. Now stop hiding from me so I can see that naked beautiful body when you have seen me and everyone in this house naked many times. But have been too shy to show them yours, and insulting them.”

Kirk said. “Mom, I want too but I am a little embarrassed.”

She laughed. “We will start slow and work our way up. You should know you have been sucking on my breast as a baby and naked as the day you were born. So stop fighting yourself. I’ll cover them in spiced honey and chocolate if that is what it’s going to take.” I closed the door letting them have their privacy and put some more wood on the fire. It felt good that I didn’t have to hide anymore behind a cover story, well at least at home for now.