A Tortured Mind Part 2

Chapter 190-1

A Tortured Mind

Part 2

 

Even though I didn’t like the idea of Eli having sex with me, I could no longer not let it happen. I didn’t ask the girls if they minded because they had been raised that it was acceptable and normal for boys and men to have sex with each other, more so over women and girls. And it was one of the main reason boys and men marry as their husbands. It was kind of creepy how normal it was that fathers and sons have sex together and other men and boys that have no relation.

Then again people would find it just as creepy that we boys and men stimulate each other and have sex and stimulate our mothers and sisters. This wasn’t any less creepy than the other, it was just something to add to my already list of crimes I had committed. I also knew about it and have watched at the ranch house, girls and woman having sex together as if they were male and female, and also did likewise to their male counterpart using a fake penis so they can pleasure them in that fashion and that was where the girls wanted to be a part of.

Yet for the moment it was just Eli and me as he showed me how to prepare the boys and their father. He stated they prefer to do it while they bathe because it can be quite messy for their first time. Something I already knew about first-hand experience when Gloria rapped me. Even though I didn’t see the blood or the gore running down my legs and butt I could feel it all the same.

Eli asked Jackie and Rhoda to be our test subject. Having Eli explain to me it is the same process for girls, having Rhonda explain it isn’t the same, because most of the time it depends on the women, but in any case Eli was right it can be quite painful and messy; that bath is far better than doing then without that way you are not soiling the sheets. In any case, I cringed not like the idea, but I knew I had to learn to do it or we could all die tonight. So I buried my feelings and listened and watched.

Eli had Jackie and Rhoda bend over the tub and he handed me a normal laxative and a tube of KY Gel. We would take both with us so we could help prevent as much pain as possible. He quickly demonstrated said. “It works best by inserting the laxative first before using the KY Gel.”

He told me. “Always get them to relax as much as possible, by using your fingers then spread the hole slowly rubbing more gel as needed until you have inserted two fingers about the thickness of your penis. Again starting with the father first if available.

He then came up behind Jackie and placed himself inside of her and told me. “Do not make any movement at all until their rectum has expanded and has relaxed, it will be very tight and very painful for the first time. But you will feel that it tightness loosen, and when that happens you can begin by using slow controlled thrust. The screams will lessen once the gel has formed around the inside. Don’t’ go too hard, just keep it slow and steady. Until they have stopped screaming.

“That is where Gloria made her mistake, she did it quickly and she didn’t take her time and because of that, it wasn’t a special moment as it should have been. Pain is expected the first few times, but each time it lessens and when the pain is gone the pleasure begins. Tonight you will not use any shots or pain treatment. Because you needed to feel, you needed to know what it is happening so you can know how to react and how they will react.

“Gloria has already prepared you enough that I think the pain will be minim. Now it’s your turn, I want you to do it, Rhoda, then I want you to do it to me. Then we let the girls do it to us. Because that’s when the mother will need to participate, Not only will she have to do it too her husband, but to her boys as well. That is what means by preparing them and the boys and it how my father taught me to do it, and it is how every father and mother I know or did now do it.

“I am hoping that he will stay true that form and I think he will because his boys didn’t show pain, they wanted it because it was  pleasure.” I nodded and repeated the process and until I got it right. I could already tell the differences between when I was doing it with a girl, then a boy like I had done earlier, again it wasn’t by choice.

Eli had me do it to him and I cringed when he re-prepared me. I tightened my fist, feeling everything and it hurt, it hurt real bad, but I didn’t scream, but I could feel the hot tears running down my cheek. Eli asked how I was doing or if he needed to stop. I shook my head and let him continue and tell he had finished. He then cleaned me out with his tongue so I could feel that too.

That part wasn’t as bad. It felt a little strange, but it wasn’t anything that caused me any pain. The girls quickly strapped on a fake penis and we repeated the process. Eli was determined that I wasn’t going to feel any pain before we had to leave. So after the bath, I took over the teaching as the girls were made to watch. They didn’t say anything as we dressed including our sneakers even though it seemed stupid. I needed to teach Eli how to get the boys to trust us. If the situation required us to undress them, we practiced using a butter knife as if Eli was the father and the girls were the mother.

Once we were undressed for the fourth time. I showed Eli how to do it that would be pleasurable, giving him a full body massage and teaching him how to do it using the girls.  Eli combined the lesson showing me how the girls pleasure us as he pleasures me at the same time then we switched until all four of us got a chance to do it. It was the best part of the entire night; knowing that none of that lesson was forced.

Yet the time quickly evaporated as we quickly packed and changed into our robes, they were nothing more than a black silk bathrobe with pockets. So we packed my grooming kit, with edible soap and bubble bath and plenty of KY Gel, both the medicated kind and the other one. And drank several cups of the sex remedy and placed a new unopened bottle of horny pills. Including our specially prepared drugs just in case, plus a one size fits all fake penis and strap that girls wear. I didn’t wear my eye patch or my glasses. It didn’t matter anymore, he knew who I was, and he knew everything about me.

The girls followed us down to the lobby with our tuxes and their dresses so they could see us off giving the excuses that they wanted our wedding clothes washed and pressed so when we leave tomorrow we would have them. Eli commented that I didn’t pack any clothes for the week as we were visiting my mother only books and homework.

I simply stated that I normally don’t because I had clothes already there and the same at Bishop Earls sitting inside my friends Greg closet and grinned and said. “Not that we will be wearing any,” as I told him my mother prefers us naked. He paled when I told them that and said. “Welcome to becoming a nudist.”

It was only 15 minutes to 1 when we reached the lobby. The girls quickly gave us each a kiss promising them we would do whatever it takes to come back alive. I said that we had intended too, but we couldn’t rely on if he would keep his word. Eli and I each carried a suitcase full of cash having checked it to make sure it was all there and pushed the button that stated it was and we were now in transit. I was still worried because Jeff still hadn’t come back, but I knew he was tied up at the moment and could feel him nearby.

The black limo was waiting as we stepped outside feeling the chill on our naked skin under the robes we were wearing. The driver quickly got out, everything about him was wrong, including the smell. It smelled of a rotting corpse, we couldn't see his face as he was dressed all in black including his face and head being covered with a leather mask with a white painted face. 

He opened the suitcases and said as he asked. “Is it all here?” Seeing all that cash and counted it quickly and searched us, and not too friendly as he fondled us telling us that he looking forward to having us once his boss has finished with us.

He frowned when he opened the backpacks. I quickly said. “We weren’t sure if where we were going had the things we needed.” He quickly radios the High Bishop and he said. “Fine, if the cash is there, bring it and them to me. Don’t you dare take any, I will know if you have, remembered you are being watched.”

I said squeezing Eli’s hand. “Here we go.” and we got into the limo of death.

We were told not to say anything or ask any questions, just enjoy the ride. He handed us back our suitcases full of cash. His hands and wrist were the only things exposed. Right away I noticed the tattoo and noticed also that it was different than ours and the ones we have seen lately indicating that the driver was a higher raking bad guy.

I noticed quickly that we were leaving Salt Lake City, but instead of going further north or south we headed east towards the mountains, it soon became clear as we headed towards Heber. It was the one place that I knew nobody would think to look for us, they expected us to be somewhere in Salt Lake City.

The driver pulled over and went up a dirt road where a house was sitting way back in the woods. There were lamps lit in the window and there was another black limo waiting. He told us to get out and take off our robes and leave them on the ground stand on the porch where they could see us making sure we had the suitcases full of cash.  We did what we were told as he tossed us our backpack.

We watched two people get out of the other limo; they too were covered up so we could not identify them. The air was cold as we shivered as our teeth started to chatter as one of them got into the limo and drove off leaving the other driver here and the new person and the new black limo.

I thought for sure that this was the place as they opened the door and told us to get on the bed and closed the door. The only thing in the house was a bed and an old kitchen table that had seen better days. The only good thing was that there was a roaring fire going… to take off the chill. Again we were told not to speak as they quickly took off all their clothes leaving their face covered so we couldn’t see them.

We were told lie on our stomachs and bend over the side of the bed placing the suitcases and our backpacks on the kitchen table were we told to face the door and the kitchen. The moment Eli squeezed my hand, we knew what was coming as they lubed us lightly. It was quick and forceful as they placed their penis inside us. It took everything I had not to scream as they went harder and faster.

Then when I thought it was over they switched and repeated the processes. I felt nothing but cold and could see the images of them rapping and killing young boys, each face just as horrible as the next. I knew it was real, I could feel the darkness that settled over us and the smell of rotting corpse filled my nose. And cheap liquor.

Once they had finished they told us clean each other's butts and make it snappy as they quickly dressed. Once we had obeyed we were ordered to pick up our suitcases and our backpack, telling us we the best thing they have had all day. I was tempting to kill them, but Jeff said not too, that he will deal with it. I asked him if he knew where we were going.

He shrugged his shoulders and said he didn’t know, but what he gathered that this was just one stop, so they could rape us and make sure we weren’t being followed.  It made sense, even though I didn’t like it, we were prepared for it. We ordered inside the limo and leaving our robes behind.

The limo was empty, that and the windows were too dark to see anything, but I didn’t need too. I had Jeff tell me that we had just turned off towards Heber, and passed on the news that house, where we told that boy’s parents, were not inside. There was nothing or nobody in the house. It was a lie, to keep us guessing. Then again we knew the parents wouldn’t be because Eli had told me they would be with the boys so we could prepare them special. Yet I had one piece of news that made me even more worried.

The boy they killed was a setup, another lie. Yes, he killed him, no he didn’t belong to boys we would be rapping. He was a son of the High Bishop. According to Jeff that high Bishop had fathered many boys and several daughters, for one purpose to sacrifice them as if they didn’t matter. He was cleaning house, he was preparing himself to be part of the council of nine. He didn’t raise any of the children he fathered for that purpose; they were sheep to him, lambs to be slaughtered.

Yet I couldn’t tell Eli what we had discovered, because wouldn’t have made a difference and we couldn’t talk anyway. All I could do was prepare myself to be raped over and over again. As we pulled up to another house, which was another nameless empty house, with another limo and two more people waiting to rape us as they got into the old limo and drove off the moment the cash had been counted and our backpack searched.

Once again we were raped repeatedly and once again we told not talk and get into the limo. Each time a person rapped me, each time I saw what they had done. Things were getting clear that I didn’t need to see the faces under the masks, or the tattoo on the arms and wrist.

Jeff took note of each person having the ability to see their black hearts and souls they have sold to the devil. Jeff and Stringum were keeping track with a sketch artist, drawing each of the tattoos each of the faces hidden behind white masks.

I was told that everyone was in place at each of the locations so when the moment came it would be quick and precise. I was told once we made it to our destination that phone lines would be cut and patched in so when the High Bishop gives the order to capture and kill they would never know what hit them. I have heard of people that could mimic voices so again it made me feel better knowing that mission would end one way or the other. Mine and Eli’s job was simply to do whatever it takes to come back alive.

By 3:30 we finally arrived at our destination as the High Bishop himself greeted us. We were no longer in Heber. I wasn’t exactly sure where we were, but somewhere back in Salt Lake City at large estate with high fences and lots of security, He asked. Why were we naked and why did we smell of urine and cheap alcohol. The driver said, “Boss you know the guys, we were just having a little…” In that last quick second, he was bleeding out lying dead on the ground.

He asked again, this time growling angrily. “I told you not to harm them. I gave them my word that if they brought me my money and do what I ask them to do and help me by preparing the boys and their parents to join our fold. I would set them free unharmed. Not molested repeatedly by unclean beasts.

“You had one job, one simple job and that was to make sure they weren’t being followed. I want every one of you boys that have done this held accountable. Now clean up this mess, it’s freezing out here, take off your clothes the both of you and give them to me, this not how we treat my guest. Especially ones that have the money and their parent's influence that I need.”

We watched and waited as the two remaining drivers did what he asked. He placed their overcoats over us and apologized as he carried the suitcases with the money. I carefully dropped the button into the grass as I shouldered the backpack; Eli had already left his button in the car. Not that it would have mattered any, because once we were inside he ordered each of their deaths and to be dumped in a ditch somewhere and get rid of the car.

He again apologized and told someone to run us a bath and a hot meal and bring us a warm bathrobe. He said. “You boys did good. You don’t mind if count it first?”

I said. “It’s your money and it’s all there.” He nodded and quickly opened each of the suitcases and counted it slowly as I watched dollars signs pop into his eyes.

Once he counted it twice he closed the suitcases and said. “Excellent. Now after you boys have eaten and freshened up we will get right on down to business, by the way, Eric where are your glasses?”

I quickly said. “They are on the ground where we told to drop our robes in the dirt at the first house.” It was a lie, but it wasn’t like he did already lie to us.

He nodded and said. “I’ll have new ones made before you leave in the morning.”

I said; “sounds good, providing they are the right prescription.”

He laughed. “Of course, what a silly question as I have mentioned I know everything about you, I have read your file cover to cover. Everything you told me earlier was the truth, well most of it you kinda skipped. But I won’t hold that against you, because everything you told me regarding you visiting my home and the going to school was absolutely true.  It’s your life that gets a little muddied, but again why should you tell me everything you don’t trust me and I don’t trust you; we all have our little secrets. I don’t care, as I said I am a businessman first.

“Money and the power it gives me is all I care about, you brought me my money, and you kept your word that no one would follow you. If someone did I would know. I have had you watched the moment you returned to the hotel. I had guards posted outside your door. They said you have lots of sex, which is good I also listened and watched you inside your room.

“I am glad that Eli has prepared you for our boys and their families. I have one little confession. The boy you watched me kill didn’t belong to them he belonged to me. Like you and Eli belong to me as your family belongs to me. Each marked in a special area only known to me. Because I am the one that put it there when were sleeping next to me during our little party at my house. Eli’s was marked the day his father gave him to me as I personally prepared him like you are going to prepare many of my new boys starting with the ones I have brought special just for you.

“You will be quite pleased to learn that I had taken them from Highland. You might even know them because I have been told they are really special. In fact, their father is going to be the new Bishop now that old one has joined your little group. Mr. Sakes too will be joining our little party once you are returned from visiting your mother’s house. Oh yes, I know everything. Your father was a wealth of information. I must say he doesn’t like you very much, I almost killed him. But I couldn’t plan better torture for him having to have sex with your mother a big fat ugly whale.

“You probably asking what make these boys so special and I will tell you. One is because they will be your first, converts to our church. The second reason is that every boy you bring to me from that ward over the next few months will belong to you and Eli… and of courses me. Plus the boys in Heber and their parents and let's not forget each of your friends in Santaquin. You must know by now that Eli has brought in several new boys from Crest-ridge over the years. Now he too gets to claim the ones in Heber as well. He’s going to be your teacher, and you will learn everything from him and pass it on to each of your new boys and their parents.

“Like all my boys you will bring in a fresh crop so we can maintain and spread our word, and you too will someday become just as powerful and rich. That people will cower before you, they will tremble at your feet, begging to give them everything they have so they can eat the scraps from your table. That means a lot more then what any LDS God or Christian God can offer you.

“Money and Power it is the blessing that makes the world a place worth living. You’ll have no fear about that Crawford poking around as long as you keep bringing me boys and their families, and bring me lots of nice hard cash. Next week I am going to invite several new boys to our church, rich boys and their fathers like yourselves. It will bring us all good fortune, and provided a healthy bottom line. Crawford will not last long, in power; he is old and his getting on in years.

“We needed fresh blood; we need more than just fancy words from a man that has no sense of direction. He lost his chance the moment the Rothwell’s moved away to Saint George. He lost his prize boy, made certain that he couldn’t produce offspring, nor does he care too. Being gay really seals the deal. You must have women; you must be able to father children. He hates women, he prefers boys over girls. I have had two husbands and I have been married ten times and fathered many children.

“True most of those women were nothing more than w****s, but it doesn’t mean they weren’t useful; I only killed them once they could never satisfy me. They were used up, and not worth the headache. Trust me when you married several women it can be a strain. Get rid of them once they can not do their damn job of doing one simple thing bear you sons and daughters. Any woman can raise a child they don’t need to be their own mother. You can understand that after being placed in all those foster homes.

“I am glad the Carrions ended that rat race. I was more glad because they are filthy rich, like Stringum and the Vincent’s. That is why I put up with them, for their money they can give me and the power it brings me. You being a Carrion makes it so I don’t have to kill Eli or you or your new wives; because if I did that, the money would be lost, and that would be very, bad for all of us. Now go up and take a nice hot bath and eat. I know for a fact you boys haven’t eaten anything since lunch yesterday.

“I do apologize for ruining your wedding, but some times power comes with a cost. You should know that every one of those men that ruined your wedding is dead. They were useful like my old wives. Then once they served their purpose I get rid of them and the problems they have caused me. Like those beasts, I sent to bring you to me. They disappointed me by not doing one simple job. Instead, they went too far, thinking that I wouldn’t care. Normally I wouldn’t, mind… but I told them. You boys were not to be touched once the money was in your hands, then collect you, make sure the cash is what I have asked for, and you are not followed. If I had let them get away with disobeying me it would mean that others can.

“That is also a warning to you boys, always do what I ask. Bring me my money, bring me the boys I have asked and their parents and prepare them to join our fold. The only thing I am doing tonight is to test you if you and Eli can do so in such a short of time. Normally you would have a week to do it, but this is a test if you can do it. I will keep my word, you will be returned in the around 1 pm or so, I know your mother wanted to leave by 9. But I don’t like lazy fat women who think that is ok to physically abuse you and send you away to live in other people’s houses like common garbage. She will be notified of that once you boys have finished your only job tonight.

“She will also be on my short list of people to kill, because of it. She isn’t useful anymore, but because she is providing a service that no other woman can when comes to your father, she’ll get a free pass. Then again if you fail to prepare the boys and their parents, I’ll have no choice but to kill her and the people that I find cannot be useful to me. So far both you and Eli have proven that you can be useful. The money clearly states that… I know if I kill you boys, that money would be the last I would see from your adoptive parents, their friends like the Vincent’s and Stringum.

“It doesn’t mean if you fail at your one task there won’t be a price to pay. I may keep you alive long enough to collect every scrap of cash from them and cut my losses. But you won’t fail me, will you boys?” Eli and I shook our heads no and he said. “Good, now go, I’ll be watching, as you know I will. Eli has told you that. So if you do screw up I have something to use against you. So far I have a tape of you boys having sex with my sons. That alone could put you boys in jail and the people inside will know it and kill you for it. I also have a tape of Eric in my house having sex with me and many of the boys in our church.

“Tonight will be a special moment for him like it was for Eli when he was given this same task to prepare brand new converts to our church. I don’t care how you do it, as long as you do it. I will know when you have completed the task when I see their parents pleasuring the boys as you have pleasured them as they also pleasure you. If it takes all morning and into the next day, I am fine with that too. I rather you spend that time getting acquainted so they can bring more boys and girls to me. They are rich and because they are rich they have been chosen. Now go.”

He rang a bell and a woman came out, she bowed. “Master, you called?”

He said. “Yes w***e, please take my boys and show them to their room. Make sure they have everything they need. If they aren’t satisfied with you, you will be let go.”

She paled and said, “Yes master it will be as you say?”