Chapter 174
Angel On My Shoulder
Part 1
Have always wondered what it would
be like to have an angel on your shoulder. Everyone has seen the Tom and Jerry
cartoon where the devil is on one side and the angel was on the other trying to
get the cat to do what they want.
It was also represented in All Dogs Go to Heaven and also in a Disney
Donald Duck cartoon. Jeff in a sense was my angel on my shoulder good or
bad, he represented both depending on the situation.
Yet today he was on a culvert mission as he rudely woke me up, 30 minutes
before Mom and Dad were coming in to kiss us goodbye. Yet finding me dressed
and ready to go sitting on the couch in our suite. Waiting for them, to say
they were a little taken back by it, it said so by the look on their faces.
Before they could react I said. “Jeff said I needed to go with you,” I cringed
when I said it, hearing Dad react asking if he expects danger if I stay here. I
cringed and shook my head said. “No, but he telling me that we will need him
today, and the only way as you know I am the only one that can communicate with
him…” I paused as I looked towards Jeff and asked. “Are sure you want me to
tell them that?” Not quite awake to realize I said that out loud.
Dad said. “Tell us what son?”
I cringed, “other than Jared.”
Mom gasped and it took Dad a moment to register what I just said. Dad asked.
“Are telling us that Jared has…?” He couldn’t quite find the words, so
I said. “Too a certain extent, yes.”
Mom said. “Ok, when did this happen? And why are you telling us about it now?”
I said. “Not as long as you think.”
Dad said. “Go on,” taking the chair next too me having Mom take the other as
they put on their shoes and socks, waiting for an explanation. I looked at Jeff and said this time quietly.
“I sure hope you know what you're doing?”
Jeff said. “Better now than later.”
So I quickly stated. “It all happened when Gloria poisoned us and we died in
the hospital. Jared somehow followed me, I am not sure if it was on purpose or
by accident.” I paused waiting for a response by Jeff as Mom and Dad were
trying to wrap their heads around it.
Mom said. “But you boys didn’t, die”
Dad corrected her telling her. “It was only for a minute or two. So technically
they were both dead.” Somehow it seemed a lot longer than that, but I had to
remember that time is different in between what some people call the veil. Or
white light as you go into a tunnel.
I nodded and said getting the answer from Jeff that it was no accident. Yet I
was told to keep that part a secret for now at the time because right now it
wasn’t important. So I tried to explain that Jared is a newbie and hasn’t
learned how or developed a connection as I had, and how it has taken me years
to get too where I am now, but still considered a newbie in a sense what is
totally possible; which opened me to more questions.
Mom wanted and a demonstration, I asked Jeff he was willing and nodded, that he
could do that, as long as they kept it a secret other than ones he tells they
can talk about with. Stating the obvious that people would think I was crazy or
worst.
Dad noticed I was quiet longer then I did. I said. “Give me and Jeff a moment.”
I saw the look on Moms face stating she thought it was nonsense and it was
going to be harder to prove what I was telling her.
Dad, on the other hand, wasn’t as skeptical considering he has already
witnessed what Jeff and I can do, and so has Stringum, Mrs. Olsen and Mr.
Vincent plus Bishop Sakes and Bishop Earl. Ma was a little more receptive being
able to see him and sometimes communicate with Jeff when it was important
enough.
I smiled when I told Mom and Dad. “Right now Landan is arguing in the kitchen
with Gregory over the state of his kitchen and chewing him out for dropping a
box of eggs on the floor. In Italian, calling him something called torpe la
scimmia, which means clumsy ape.
“Stringum has just confirmed reservation for him and them at fancy restaurant
for lunch and wants Mom to help him pick out a ring for Dr. Sars and has sent
off a telegram to the High Bishop to thank him for letting him know that there
is large space big enough for 3 hundred in their building, and arguing with
Tony over it stating it isn’t safe.
“But Tony said that it would be if he would only consider changing Wednesday party
to a costume party so he and his team can blend in undetected.”
I stopped and waited holding my finger up and grinned said. “Stringum will
receive some disturbing news the moment we arrive in Heber that High Prissiest
has been murdered and her body found hanging in the High Bishop office, but her
head will be missing and placed on his house doorstep. Causing him to question
the members of Tony’s team, but will find out that it wasn’t any of them it was
the other woman, causing the High Bishop to cancel the Tuesday social, but
re-extend his dinner invention for us to join him for dinner instead.
“To find out if we were responsible. Then finding out moments later three more
of his members have been murder by the woman who killed the High Prissiest sending
him a videotape of them being killed and warning him that he is next.
“Mom is thinking that she should have worn the blue dress that goes better with
the shoes she is wearing,” Watching her eyes open in surprises.
Telling them Stringum is knocking on the door in 1.2 … We all heard someone
knocking on the door. I told Mom and Dad to discreetly ask Stringum and Landan
if everything I said was true, all except about the High Prissiest. And ask
Stringum if Tony could join us today before Stringum asks him after he says
‘this is a fine kettle of fish.’ Mom quickly told Dad to answer the door while
she changes into that blue dress.
She said, “Me and you son are going to have a very long talk.”
Dad quickly opened the door and said. “We been expecting you, I understand we
have found a new place to hold our party on Wednesday, that idiot took the bait
and I agree with your man Tony that it should be a costume party and it would
be to our benefit.”
Mom peeked to see the retraction as Stringum and Tony looked at them being so
caught off guard. Stringum eyes narrowed at me as he rubbed his chin. Dad said.
“It seems our friend has decided that he is coming with us. So for that too
happen unless any of you can speak to our ghostly friend we have no choice but
to invite him and my son along today.
Stringum said, ‘this is a fine kettle of fish,’
Mom quickly said. “Yes, I think that’s an excellent idea Tony should come with
us.” Tony gasped and looked at Stringum, Mom and then narrowed his eyes on me
asking how they knew he was thinking that.
Stringum said. “His friend Jeff been spying on us how else would he know about
the telegram and my answer, did you happen to see anyone else in the study when
I wrote that telegram?” Tony looked at me and shook his head. Stringum said.
“I’ll explain on the way, it’s going to be a very interesting day.”
Dad said. “You can say that again.” Landan met us at the bottom of the stairs
as the elevator opened allowing Dad to push me, and Mom patted his cheeks and
said. “Its only eggs Landan and I happened to like how did Gregory say it? Oh
yes, torpe la scimmia,”
Mom said. “I like clumsy apes. I married one.”
Landan gasped. “So that’s what that means. But how did you know…?”
Stringum said. “His friend Jeff told them.”
Stringum quickly explained what he wanted Landan to do while were we gone given
Tony a chance to leave instructions with his team members here and on the phone
as Stringum went to grab our breakfast while we waited for our ride to warm up,
stating we would be only going to the airport and board one of his private Jets
that should be waiting for us, to take us to Texas having Dad remind him that
we needed to go his workplace first and Mom needed to turn in her work and give
them notice.
Stringum waved it off and said. “Yes, yes I am just saying that we won’t be
going far in the chopper. Oh that reminds me Landan, make sure someone meets
Dave and Jody at the hotel and bring them here instead of going to Heber and
have a car waiting for us at Mr. Rothwell’s house in Highland, and make sure we
send out the invitations for the party explaining it will be costume party and
that attire should be colonel dresses for the ladies and tuxes for the men, and
order masks or have them bring their own or both. And make sure that you
included the change of address which is on my desk and I apologizes for the
mishap and the short notice.”
Landan said, “Stringum I know how to make the arrangements for a party, I have
been doing it for 15 years.”
Stringum said. “Did I tell you to give yourself a raise?”
Landan handed him his coat and hat telling. “Yes and I keep telling you, you
pay me too much then I deserve.”
Gregory handed him a large picnic basket before Stringum made it down the hall.
Stringum smiled when he opened it and said. “You’re the man, Now make sure my
guests are well taken care of and put Shawn and Arthur to work, but don’t turn
your back on them for a second. Or you might find a knife in your back.”
Landan said. “Not with these they won’t,” showing him the bracelet on his
wrist. Dad pointed to his watch stating we needed to go, knowing how Dad hates
to be late for anything.
The chopper was roaring up the cold wind and the powder-like snow. Stringum
cursed as we waited for Tony and was about to hurry him along, but instead Tony
beat him carrying a large metal briefcase. Stringum said. “Thanks, I knew I was
forgetting something.” Quickly opening it Mom and Dad gasped seeing it full of
cold hard cash, and several envelopes, Stringum stated. “I think 250,000 should
cover what we need today.”
Mom gasped. “And what are we buying with that kind of money may I ask?”
Stringum’s said. “Friends?” He didn’t elaborate instead he closed it and set it
between his legs as we took off into the air as we watched everything below us
become tiny little dots that reminded me of Christmas lights.
Stringum asked if my friend Jeff was riding along I asked. “Depends what you
mean riding along.” Mom looked at me wanting to know that answer. I said
pointing to my head and my heart. “He’s in here, but not here.”
Mom said. “You know son that really creeps me out because I don’t know if you
are crazy or just extra special.”
Dad said. “I’ll go with extra special,” and put his arms around me as he kissed
me on the head.
Tony was waiting for an explanation, but Stringum said. “Let’s talk when our
teeth aren’t chattering.” Noting he was colder than the rest of us, yet he was
the only one wearing a thick winter coat.
It wasn’t long flight as the chopper set down in the middle of Dads field; Mom
said. “I am really going to miss this place.”
Dad kissed her and said. “I know because we raised all our children here, but
its time Karen, our children are living the nests and so the house is empty and
waiting for someone else to fill it.” Stringum helped me across the field with
my wheelchair. It was easier because the ground was almost frozen solid.
Mom said. “First thing on the list is winter clothing,” as her teeth chattered
as we hurried to the limo. Wishing we had a moment to walk the house. In some
ways, I was glad we were moving because, of all the bad things that happened in
it. Yet there were many good things as well.
Dad gave the driver the address to his workplace as a chopper pilot and the
driver helped with Moms boxes of work and my wheelchair. I really was beginning
to hate that thing, but the only good thing about today’s trip I didn’t need to
wear a mask or needed the leg braces. Considering today I could be myself, well
mostly seeing my hair.
Mom and Dads were back to the original color. Mine wasn’t because Mom hadn’t
the time to re-dye it when we would have to redo it anyway for tomorrow and
Wednesday, plus it was going to be my new permanent hair color for the next few
months. I smiled thinking about how my mother and my grandmother were going to
freak out when they see it.
Mom and I rubbed our hands and placed them under our arms, as Stringum ordered
the driver to please turn up the heat. Mom said. “We’ll stop at wall-mart for
some warmer clothing before we go to the airport,” Stringum said. “I have
better idea well stop a sports center at the mall and buy them instead. I plan
to be nice and toasty before we get on the plane, besides were going to need to
look like were made of money not looking like people that shop at bargain
stores for clothes that will not keep us warm when the temperatures drops in
Heber.”
Mom didn’t like the idea of flashing cash to impress, but she wasn’t the one
that was running the show. Mom said. “As long as we are all toasty warm I am
not going to complain.”
Stringum said. “Best advice yet, for today, man I swear it’s got to be 30 below
out there,”
Driver said. “It’s only 50 degrees,”
Jeff said. “It’s not the temperature, its something a lot worst.”
I asked him “what could be worst that could cause this.”
He said. “Giving your soul to the devil comes with a price.”
I informed Stringum what Jeff said. He asked “how does he think we should move
forward without getting involved. And for his information, none of sold our
souls to any devil we were forced to participate.”
Jeff said; “stopping it from happening in the first place.”
I said. “Jeff we can’t, if we do that then people like me and my brothers will
die.” Jeff made one suggestion and even though I didn’t really believe in it.
It sounded a hell of lot better coming from him.
He said, “Stringum needs to join the church and be baptized, and Mom and Dad
and everyone else need to seek help from a Bishop they can trust.”
I said. “We trust Bishop Sakes and Bishop Earl.”
He said. “But they aren’t your bishop any longer. I can’t tell you who you need
to see, but I can guide you to him, only if Stringum agrees to be baptized and
your adoptive parents return to the days when they were strong in the church.
That person will make himself known. Now tell him and pray he listens.”
I hated the fact that I had to believe in something like religion the same
religion and its people who have turned me away, the same religion and its
people who have ignored my pleas of help, causing me to question if God really
exists and answer prayers. The only proof I have is Jeff, but it was either
that knowing if the devil is real there is a strong chance that God is real. In
any case I rather not sell my soul to the devil or watch my bests friends be taken
into the point that none of us can go back.
I am not saying I believe in prayer, or that God cares about me in any way. But
losing my soul and bring in the devil frightens me even more. Stringum and
everyone waited for my answer. I as I looked out the window and wrestled with
my self; finally I said. “Stringum you're not going to like the answer, but Jeff
tells me we either stop and not go any further or we realize we need something
to balance out the sickness that is trying to take over us if we stay on the
path we are on regardless of the good we are doing.”
I paused wishing I didn’t have to mention religion, but I didn’t want any of us
selling our souls. So I dug deep and said. “I don’t like it, but Jeff says the
only way to prevent this sickness that is slowly taking over you is that you
needed to join the church where you can be baptized, and participate in our
church teachings. Too plug up the hole and shield you from the darkness.
“I am no missionary and I don’t plan on being one, nor do I believe hold
hardily in all of its teachings. But the ceremony you participated in yesterday
even though it was forced and it was the only way to save our lives. Is still
going to affect you, even Mom and Dad and our friends in someway are going to
feel the effects, but unlike you where we have already been baptized in the
church according to Jeff. Mom and Dad and our families are going have to
reconnect with God, and the things that made it the forefront before Crawford
tainted it for us.”
Mom started to cry and Dad held her, as they both looked at me. I waited for Mom and Dad to tell me that I am an idiot and I don’t know what I
am talking about. But instead, Mom said.
“And the child shall lead them.” I could feel the blush on my cheeks, as I
turned away and looked out the window. I felt stupid and betrayed by my own
feelings regarding the church and what it meant to me.
Stringum surprised me and said. “Thanks for being honest, I should have
realized it that I can’t go up against the Dark side without having a bigger
stick. So being baptized is what your friend is suggesting. I think I can live
with that.”
I said. “It’s not that easy, because you have to believe in God, and you have
to believe in repentance and most of all prayer. You know my feelings when it
comes to that. The only thing I know without a doubt is Jeff would never lie to
me. If he says for me to get on my knees and pray, I may kick and scream and
throw an epic fit. But in the end, that’s would I’d be doing if it meant saving
my family and friends and my soul. Just like you said we have to have a bigger
stick to kick some major dark a*s and send it where it belongs.
“Trust me it’s not the cold we are feeling, we are feeling the effects of
what’s going to be like not having a soul. And according to Jeff, it’s only
going to get worse and then we will be too numb to feel it. I personally rather
not feel that numb. So think about it then get on your hands and knees and ask
for help. Jeff says when we do that, that help we need will come.”