Chapter 135
Facing the Firing
Squad
part 1
I had been dreading this day the
second the assignment was handed out to the class regarding the two topics What I did over the summer and the
other What I learned over the summer, both were anywhere to 10 to 12
pages long. Because my mobile sex truck was too small to take everyone too
school. Dad told me to take his car and he'll take his truck so he could return
the tables and chairs on his way to work. Mom kissed us each goodbye making
sure we had everything.
Normally my friends could have caught a ride with their Dad, but he left almost
immediately when we sat down for breakfast. He had to be at work by 7:00 being he was in charge of the seminary
program at American Fork high school. He may be our Bishop and worked long
hours attending to the needs of the church. He still had to have a way to bring
home the bacon. People don't realize that just because you have a calling in
the church doesn't mean they pay you to like always they call it service and
it's more or less a thankless job.
I had seminary two days week Tuesday and Thursday second period as one of my
four classes on those days, I don't know how people lived back then that didn't
have the block classes. I for one loved the idea because we didn't sit in the same
class for more than 90 whole minutes and had fewer classes than before, and you
didn't have the same every single day. I didn't know it at the time that it was
based on a college intake so when the student went to college they would fit
right in, instead of freaking out about the fast pace teaching. Then again
there were problems for those students that got left behind, I wasn't one of
them and it could have been because I was held back half a year when I moved in
with the Rothwell's.
I knew the second my alarm clock went off that morning that I was in for a long
day. I remember cringing when I looked at the four boxes of receipts and
invoices still untouched. I was about to have a very long day. It didn't help
knowing I wouldn't even get a chance to even touch them until after dinner and
after homework. Today was the first day of Gymnastics and it was also the first
day of my life as I knew it. There would be no time for sex or anything until I
made a dent in those boxes.
I could have killed for a computer back then and Microsoft Excel Spread Sheet,
but it wouldn't be released for another few years; 1993 to be exact, almost 9
years. Most big companies used Apple computers with the program Lotus 1-2-3... I wouldn't even see my first
computer until 1985, if you were rich you could have your own, they really
didn't hit the home market until the late 80s. The ones that were out only had
the green screen and was basic data entry using a form of DOS code, not like
the ones we use today with fancy graphics and programs. All I had was my new
electric typewriter, and several accounting books.
All I said when we pulled into the school parking lot was. "Well, that was
a fun weekend." Having everybody laugh which helped with the mood as we
watched other students arrive. Like me, everyone had a backpack and one big gym
bag. Mine were both new because it would look odd having another school logo on
it. My old one was generic but had been re-purposed or handed down to Shawn and
Arthur. Even my old backpack was being used by one of them and so was Shane's.
I didn't envy them any and felt they had deserved it and more for what they had
done, and I don't mean just over the summer.
I couldn't have wished for a worst day to put my best foot forward as the
teacher asked how many students had finished their assignments asking us to
hand them to her so she could mark them as being done on time. I smiled as I
handed her mine nicely typed and packaged as a college paper.
The look I got from the other students was you are such a brown nosier as she
quickly thumbed through all those crisp white pages. Including a title page,
she made a mark in her book that I had completed the assignment. She didn't say
anything regarding that I was the only one in the class that had theirs typed.
Instead, she made me go up first in front of the classes to read it. I asked
her one more time if she was sure. Having her state in front of the entire
class that she was and it better be good.
That part I wasn't so concerned about. I knew exactly how it was going to come
across, and it was all my adoptive parent's fault, well mostly their fault. So
I began with the introduction and read:
Some would say summer is boring after you are sitting around the first week
watching reruns on TV, or wondering what I should do for the rest of the
summer. My summer wasn't anything like that. In fact, it started off kind of
crappy. It started with my foster brother Shawn always getting me in trouble,
trying to get me kicked out of our home, with drugs, alcohol, and theft. Which
in his cases wasn't that hard to do, because my foster parents brought in
foster kids or troubled teens hoping to give them a chance too either shape up
or go to jail. Every kid they took in had a problem with drugs, smoking, and
drinking. Every kid had behavior problems when it came to authority figures. So
me doing these kinds of things or having these issues would not be a surprise,
in fact, it could be believable
Yet Shawn didn't count on was I
wasn't one of these kids, I had never smoked a cigarette or did drugs nor have
I ever taken a single drink of liquor. My only problem I had was I had been in
18 foster homes from the time I was 6 years old. My main problem was I had two
parents that physically and mentally abused me, always trying to kill me. In
fact, my own father is still trying too. My mother had changed into a mother I
love, she had realized she wanted me when I turned 15, now she is doing her
best to correct her mistakes, but my father still wants to kill me. Shawn
wanted me out because I had changed the status-quo. I threatened his way of
life, I was becoming a member of the Rothwell family something he couldn't let
happen. Why I don't know, but my summer began with him.
As I read my paper I could see I had touched a nerve with Shawn's friends that
were still loyal to him. Mom and Dad wanted me to tell them why Shawn is no
longer here, they wanted everyone to know what Shawn, Arthur, and his friends
did and they wanted them to know that they know and I know that whole world
would know. I told them everything he had done in regards to what they did to
me, and what they did to Jody and most of all how they sexually abused my
brothers and many others. It was like reading a long list of crimes seeing
those hateful eyes stare at me as they tell everyone that it is all lies,
having the teacher tell them to be quiet until it was their turn. She told me
to go on and I cringed as I finally got to the best part of my summer, our
family vacation. I watched their eyes as I said.
The best part of my summer was our family vacation; my foster parents didn't
tell me where we were going. Dad would give me direction as he had me drive his
brand new truck. He would tell me to let him know when the tank hit certain
marks as he put his ball cap over his eyes as I pulled our horse trailer behind
us and my dog Sparky in the back. We drove over 1,000 miles to our distention
finding a small community, with a huge lake that when you looked at it from the
shore it went on forever. When we arrived I was then told about the legend
about mermaids of this lake. At first, I thought like most people would think
it was a fairy tale.
I gave a good recap of the legend of the mermaid watching
several of the students roll their eyes at me for telling them a story from some
old book. Their eyes didn't show any surprise, in fact, most of them were
falling asleep. Until I said.
I soon learned that the small town my foster parents had taken us too was a
nudist colony. Now being naked was nothing new to our family because we had
gone skinny dipping as a family many times over the three years I have lived
with them. Being nude inside our home was no big deal to us, it is our way of
life. Yet I couldn't believe they had been grooming and raising me as nudist
until that very moment. So when I went for a run that morning before breakfast
with my dog Sparky naked, because like I said we lived on a beach and we were
living in a nudist colony. I thought it should be just like skinny dipping and
went for it.
I quickly told them my first encounter with my three mermaids, by that time I
had everyone's undivided attention including the teachers. I waited for her to
stop me, but instead, I had captured her attention to see how far I would go
with my report. I knew the second my paper went towards a porn novel I was in
deep trouble. I asked. "Are sure you want me to continue?" Having the
class tell me too, taking a vote that I should. So far they think it's all a
fairy tale… a creative fairy tale. When I reached one of my dates with one of
my mermaids, that's where I got into big trouble.
Yet the teacher had been outvoted and she had been warned several times
beforehand, now she had no choice but to listen. Mostly I think she did it
because she either wanted to hear it and was turned on by it. Or she had to eat
her words, which stated I was dead meat. I continued on giving a brief
explanation regarding the terminology of what I mean by stimulating and what a
sweet spot was; watching several young girls and boys blush when I mention
masturbation and girl's virginal area. After I covered the terms needed for
them to understand I continued on.
One of the best dates I went on as a nudist was when I was with my mermaid Isza
as she wanted me to dress up as a sailor. The funny thing about being a nudist
is they like to play dress up because just being nude all the time gets to be
quite boring. It's hard to believe that I know, but it's true. Anyone can be
naked if they really wanted to. Most of you do it when you are home in your
room looking at yourself in the mirror or stimulating yourself. If you say you
don't you are lying because everyone does it, and there is nothing wrong with
it.
In fact, I used to do it several times a day alone in my bedroom putting a sock
on the door. But I will tell you the honest truth it's not as fun and exciting,
and when it comes to my foster parents and family. It's not uncommon to have
any of them walk in on you while you do it. There is no such thing as privacy
in our house, even more so since our family vacation. They didn't care about me
masturbating, in fact, they told me up front that it was ok and God doesn't
count it as a sin, in fact, he mostly likely does it.
Isza had a special day planned for me on the boat as she too was dressed up
wearing an outfit of colorful scarves like a belly dancer. The date started off
with her blinded folding me as she helped me on to our boat and handcuffed me
to the crossbar. Taking off my shoes and socks as I sat their tide up,
listening to the boat and the water as we left dry land.
It was soon after that our time alone really began as always with a kiss.
Feeling her against me as she slowly undid my shirt to expose my chest. I
wasn't allowed to help in any way being tied up as she worked my shirt off then
taking her warm velvet tongue down my neck reaching each of my earlobes
nibbling softly whispering all things she was going to do to me. Then slowly
made her way down to my n*****s, circling them with her tongue until they
became hard, biting softly causing me to moan and shiver.
She soon made her journey downwards undoing my pants and taking my penis and
stroking it as she put in her mouth doing me orally as she removed the rest of
my clothes. It was incredible how she moved around me pleasuring me in such a
way that should have been illegal. All this was allowed according to the rules
of my foster parents stating stimulating is far different than actually having
sex.
I paused to gauge the time I had left as I looked at my audience noticing
several boys that I could see where I was standing seeing the huge tents in
their pants. I asked the teacher if I should go on, having her say. "You
have gone this far young man you might well finish it." So I kept reading
as the date continued right on down where I covered her in chocolate.
I ended it with me swimming back too shore and said.
"Because she went too far breaking the rules, knowing I wasn't allowed to
have sex, kissing yes, stimulating each other, yes, ripping our clothes off a
definitely yes." Then I explained.
“That because I did what I was told, my parents granted me permission to have
sex anytime I wanted and with any girl I wanted too; As long as followed the
rules regarding safe sex the whole idea was to see if they could trust me and
knowing when to follow the rules... My summer you could say ended on a high
note considering how it started. Now I am not a foster kid anymore. I have been
adopted by the Rothwell's, and because of my mother having a change of heart
and wanting to be my mother instead of my abusers, and who has embraced my
carefree lifestyle. She had agreed to be part of my life with open adoption.
This has become the best summer ever.”
“
I quickly turned it in and took my seat feeling proud of
myself and embarrassed because I told the truth about my life, from the bad to
the good in the best colorful detail. Yet even though I was proud of myself for
it; many of the kids in my class thought it was a joke. Most of them were
Shawn's friends as they mocked me telling me none of that happened and it was all
lies, and that included everything Shawn and them had done. It took me nearly
15 to 20 minutes too read my paper; now it was my turn to listen to the kids in
my class as they stuttered uncomfortably, doing their best to read their bad
handwriting, having to skip over most of it. I smiled when Shawn's friends
became part of that number because unlike me they feared of making a fool of
themselves in front of the girls, who seemed rather bored.
At first, I had thought I had escaped the death sentence as I was almost out
the door. Having the teacher call me back into the room, and having me close
the door. While those same boys laughed at me while leaving to their next
class. She told me to take a seat as she quickly read a few of the pages and
said. "I am shocked and I am appalled by the fact that you had chosen to
mock me. I am almost positive that you are plagiarizing a romance novel
thinking that you could make a fool out of me. And because of that, I am going
to call your parents in and we are going to have a nice long talk. Not only did
you plagiarized you didn't follow my instructions."
I stopped her there before she could go on. Telling her she is more than
welcome to call my parents in and that they are looking forward to it. Then
stated regarding her instructions reminding her I had asked if she wanted it
single space or doubled space. Her face became a blank stare when she
remembered the conversation. I said "I always type my assignments; all my
papers are typed and packaged correctly as if I was turning in a college paper.
For two reasons, one you really don't want to see my bad handwriting and two,
my parents require me to do it as they are preparing me for college. If you
would be so kind as to write me an excuse for my next class to why I am late I
would appreciate it." She gave me the note and said she was still going to
call my parents. I said. "Go for it."
The bell had rung as I ran down the hall to my next class I cringed as pulled
out my second paper.