The Ritual of Shame Part 1

Chapter 105

The Ritual of Shame

part 1

Dad had set the alarm for 6 am. To give us all time to bathe before we got on the road again. It was my job to bathe and groom my brothers, besides Mom and Dad wanted some alone time together, which was more than fine with me as I ran the tub for all of us. It used to be Jody’s and Kerry’s job or Shane’s job, now it was my job to do it. Frankly, my brothers preferred me to do it and so did Mom and Dad. One of the benefits of being a brother is that I didn’t have to sit on the sides of the tub, instead, I would climb in with them. Mom had taken several pictures of me taking a bath with my brothers, telling me that those are her favorite ones

I did it for two reasons, one was for convince and the second because I could. The major benefit was because I loved them more than anything and would never in million years hurt them. I am not Shawn, and I felt sorry for him because he was missing out on a chance to be with his brothers and show them how much he loves them, but instead, he abused them and the privilege was taken away. Even though we weren’t blood-related they were still my brothers and to them, I was their big brother, not Shawn. People don’t understand that blood means nothing. All that matters is the love we share for one another.

Anyone can have a child, but it takes more than blood, genes, and sperm to become part of a family. My father and my sisters don’t understand that. In truth, I have had several brothers and sisters and parents, and none of them had the same genes as me. I only hope when I die that God sees it that way because I do not want to be a part of my biological family. It doesn’t matter if my mother changed as I got older, or the fact Aaron is my biological brother and l love him and her. But it would be just plain cruel if I had to be with them forever. To me, it would be living in hell, one of the reasons I hate and despise the LDS church when they throw it in my face telling me families are forever crap.

After I bathed them and me, I laid each of them on the bed, taking a basin of water and some shaving lotion, plus a razor so I can groom each of them. It didn’t matter that Jared was the only one that had some pubic hair. Mom and Dad wanted me to do all them so as they got older it would be just something we do. Mostly I think it’s because my brothers liked it when I do it because I get a chance to stimulate all of them. Even though I didn’t need to, I liked doing it, and they wouldn’t have it any other way.

By the time I had finished with Jason, we heard Mom scream Dads name telling him to go harder. I never realized how paper thin the walls are as the headboard in Mom and Dads room kept bang it as if  Dad and she were going to go through our wall and the bed squeaking. We all laughed at hearing them. Jared telling me how hard it was to sleep last night as Dad and I stimulated Mom because of that.

I didn’t correct him knowing he knew I was doing more than that. He just kept it between us. It was obvious that I would still have some time so I got on the bed and made myself comfortable, telling my brothers not to be gentle, giving them a chance to take turns stimulating me as I did them.

Dad opened the door when they had just finished sharing me between them. Most parents would freak out seeing four naked boys and them stimulating their older brother. But not my parents, Dad simply said we are leaving in a few minutes and wanted to make sure we brushed our teeth. Pulling out three straws cut to certain lengths to determine who was going to ride with me and Dad first.

Apparently, it was Jared’s lucky day too go first. I kissed each of my brothers telling them each I loved them and the things Dad and I are going to do them when it is their turn. Giving them each a little tickle between their legs, letting each them get a little hard. After all, I had just stimulated them all and it would be least an hour before any of us would be completely hard again. Dad closed the door and left us to obey his and Moms orders.

When we came out, Mom had us give her our robes so she could put them in with the things that needed to be washed. Handing us each a clean pair of shorts and a shirt telling us that when we stop for breakfast will stop so we can dress before going into town and fill up and have nice hot breakfast, but for now, we were fine just the way we were. Having us turn around so she could check that I gave them each a nice bath smelling our hair. She kissed each of us giving us or pills and vitamins and climbed into Shane’s truck naked with Jason and my little brother.

Mom and Dad didn’t care if anyone saw us like the housekeeper coming out of one of the rooms above us. I knew what she was thinking but simply didn’t care. By the time the cops arrived, we would have been long gone. Dad gave her a clear view watching her blush as he gave her a wave telling her to enjoy the view. I heard her mumble nudist and quickly directed her attention elsewhere.

I had given Sparky a nice walk before I bathed my brothers and had already put him inside his cage. With fresh water and leftover ice cubes and filled up his dog food. Jared and I climbed into the truck as Dad took his spot behind the wheel and head out to go pick up our horses from Dads friend. Dad didn’t bother putting on a robe as he got out of the truck and knocked on the door. I soon understood why seeing they too were nudist. It should have surprised me, but it didn’t. Dad told me and Jared to gather the horses and load them inside the trailer.

Normally I would have blushed bright red because they were strangers to me, but after spending two weeks in a nudist community it just wasn’t a big deal anymore. The fact they had two beautiful daughters didn’t faze me or Jared. Like me, he didn’t get hard because we saw two naked girls with nice looking breasts. We went on with our job giving them a wave and introduced ourselves as they came closer.

Jared I both shook their hand and gave them a kiss on the cheek which was a standard greeting. I smiled as they licked their lips as they saw my well-toned body. It still didn’t faze Jared and me when they gave our butts a loving pat and a pinch. Considering Mom and most of the girls we meet just couldn’t resist. The giggled how cute we were, as I climbed into the truck having Jared direct me so I could hook up the trailer.

Dad motioned me and Jared over when I pulled up to the house. Dad introduced me and Jared said. “These are my sons Eric and Jared.” We each gave them a standard greeting with the same handshake and kiss on the cheek. 

Dad asked if we ready to go I said we were and said. “It was nice to meet you, folks,” and climbed into the truck with Jared. Once again the girls giggled how cute we were. I knew they wanted more, but we were on deadline and the clock was ticking. Mom and Dad gave them each a hug telling them they would call them when we got home.

Once we are back on the open road Jared made his self comfortable, between my legs letting Dad fasten me in so I could sleep and not roll off the seat with Jared. Jared kissed me as he had his way with me. I whispered in his ear, he smiled and gave me a nodded as we slipped down further so we could put our feet in Dads lap.

Dad tickled our feet and slid the seat back a little bit so when he climaxed, Jared would have plenty of room to lick him clean. I closed my eyes put my hat over my eyes and grinned every time Dad climaxed. Jared worked between us, as I drifted off into a soft sleep. Unlike last time Mom didn’t give me a pill to help me sleep. Mostly because we had fairly good night sleep and wanted me awake for breakfast. So I only napped without dreaming.

When we arrived closer to town Dad woke me telling me and Jared to dress so we wouldn’t give the poor natives a heart attack. When we did so, we continued on and filled up the truck hearing the gas station attendant tell Dad that there was Denny’s a couple of miles up. Dad thanked the guy gave him a tip and climbed in, Like me, Dad was just as uncomfortable wearing clothes after being naked for so long that our clothes felt out of place. We saved our shirts for last as we pulled into the parking lot. Mom too was having a hard time always fiddling with them.

After we took a seat in a large booth Mom whispered over that we all looked better naked. Personally, I had to agree; clothing just seemed so unnecessary and felt we were hiding something from each other. It was like we had been living a lie all these years, now that we were covered up. Like me, everyone ate quickly mostly because we were hungry the other reasons was we knew the second we were back on the road we could ditch these mask and be normal again. I never before felt that way at home, now it seemed like it was inconvenient and wondered how in the hell we were going to adjust when we got home and had to go to school or church.

If I didn’t know better Dad was breaking the speed limit just so we could be normal again. I never saw our family peel off our clothes so fast and breath a sigh of relief when Mom put them back in with the things needed to be washed. Giving us each a clean robe just in case we needed to be decent in a hurry, I felt sorry for Mom as Dad handed back her bikini top and watched her place her robe over her shoulders, while the rest of us boys went without and fold them across the seat, to keep them off the floor. Jared gave my baby brother a knuckle bump because it was his turn to be with me and Dad.

Dad passed me the keys and told me not to stop until I reached ½ a tank, placing his feet in my lap. Telling me time for a little payback, I grinned and tickled his feet and followed the road as directed. I soon realized why Mom had to be decent on top watching several cars and trucks pass us. I hated the fact that we were getting closer to civilization, which stated our vacation as a family was over. Like Jared, Dad turned Jonathan around to fetch whenever Dad got me to fully climax with the pill that Mom gave us it happened almost every hour.

I woke Dad in his soft sleep with my baby brother resting on his chest, after he had more than enough of me and Dad. Telling him I had reached ½ a tank Dad lifted off his ball cap and took the map out telling me to turn when I see a dirt road. I nodded and did what he said. The mood changed as I saw a house maybe 10 or 15 miles from the main road. Right away I noticed Jody’s, and Kerry’s car parked up front. Dad had me pull up alongside the field where there are few horses in it, and had me back up close to the gate. I watch Mom take off her robe and rip the bikini top off her wanting to stomp on it. Instead, she tossed inside Shane’s truck, and quickly replaced her robe and telling my brothers to do the same.

Our sisters were the first to greet us all wearing similar robes and barefoot, they gasped when they saw how tan we were compared to them. Well, what they could see that wasn’t hidden behind the robes. I didn’t realize how dark we were until I saw them and everyone else that was inside the house.

Dad greeted the occupants of the house with a firm handshake and hug. Dad quickly introduced us as they shook my hand and brought me into a closes hug. Dad said. “This Mr. and Mrs. Frank and Wilma Gill they are very closes friends of ours, in fact, I served with him during the war,” I didn’t ask which war because everyone that says that now means the Vietnam war. Apparently, they were nudist, but like us, they all wore a robe and was barefoot as well, when meeting us. I had a feeling they only wore the robes because of me.

Dad asked about Shawn and Arthur having them state that they had followed Mom and Dads instructions to the letter, asking them. “Are sure you still want to do this?”

Dad looked Mom and us and said. “No, but they left us no choice. Let’s go inside and I will bring you up to date considering I have more information. It’s either this or kill them I know they’d be already dead if we had followed the laws of the community. One of the main reasons why we left hoping to change what happened. I may not like the idea, but it is either this or the alternative.”

The first thought came to mind and it was prison might be a better alternative, I didn’t believe in killing teenagers, but Shawn is only 14 almost 15 and Arthur was 16 like me.

Dad knew I knew what he was talking about. How can I not… spending all that time with Dillon? And Dad had already mentioned the shaming ritual, just not all of it. Kerry and Jody helped me with the horses and showed me where I could put Sparky for the moment. I knew they were avoiding going around the back as they had me put Sparky tied to a tree in the front with plenty of shade. Sparky couldn’t wait to stretch his legs as he ran around in circles sniffing everything and lifting his leg to mark his territory. I caught a glimpse of a large swimming pool. But everything else was hidden from my view. I knew what and who I was looking for, but dreading the fact at the same time.

First thing I noticed was how nervous my sisters were around me. Jody asked me if it was alright if they kissed me. I knew what they meant and wasn’t a simple kiss on the cheek or the lips, they wanted a full out kiss. I said. “Of course you can, you are my sisters,” I sounded stupid when I said it, so I made the first move and pulled Jody closer and kissed her like I do Mom and all my girls as well as my brothers and Dad.

Jody gasped for a brief moment not expecting me gives her such a deep kiss. She grabbed hold me and pulled me closer and kissed me again even deeper. Leaving me just a little breathless, Kerry wasted no time and pulled me even closer and kissed me even deeper. She only jumped when her husband touched her on the shoulder, like everyone else he was wearing a robe except his was open, telling her that Mom and Dad were waiting on us inside.

I shook his hand only to have me embrace him, in a very tight hug. Telling me I had grown since the last time he saw me. I wanted to say more then you know, but said. “Yes and you are shorter since I have seen you last,” having my sisters laugh.

I knew better to keep Mom and Dad waiting as I watched Kerry’s husband John go to Shane’s truck and pick up that horrid black box and large yellow envelope from inside Shane’s truck. Jody and Kerry led me inside the house. Dad yelled to me to run out and grab my photo albums so I could show everyone, my mermaids. I quickly obey with a spring in my step dying to show my sisters, my mermaids. I rushed up the stairs finding everyone sitting in the living room all still wearing their robes.

Mom patted a seat next to her and Dad having me sit in the middle; as Dad recapped on my adventures and my heroics. Having my sister’s gasp hearing about me saving people from drowning and the girl from being raped, I saw the hurt just for a moment in Jody’s eyes hearing how I saved her. I felt bad because I wasn’t there to save her from being rapped.

She only asked me one question if was all true having Dad telling him every word. Said, “He had a line of girls waiting for his affection, that they had to guard the door to keep him safe or they would have torn him to pieces fighting over him.” Dad and Mom were grinning ear to ear as Mom hugged my shoulders.

I tried to tell them. “I only did those things because it was the right thing to do, and wasn’t as a big deal as Dad is making it sound.” Mom said I was just being modest. I hated being the hero, but they refused to listen to me.

Dad stated I had at least 50 girlfriends buying for my love writing me love letters, passing around my photo album and Dad taking the letters passing them around. Jody and Kerry blushed when they read some of the provocative things they wanted to do to me. Dad said there was more and placed them all in a box for now. I knew there were and where they are, hoping they wouldn’t make me go get them. I pointed out my three mermaids and my friend Dillon and as well as the six chosen girls. Jody and Kerry said how cute I looked dressed up in my uniform and sailor suit. I blushed remembering how they ripped my clothes off, including my Sunday suit.

I knew my sisters wanted the details, but that would keep for now, as they turned the pages finding more girls, and more girls. Dad stating I had set a new record when it comes too how many girls I actually dated that I had spent more time with them then I did with our family. Which was more than true; he just didn’t say how tired I was afterward.

Dad brought up the main part of our business. The mood in the room changed as an icy wind had just been through here. Dad got up and placed a video into the VCR. He told us what was on the tape, and personally I wanted my brothers to leave the room, hell I wanted to leave the room.

On the tape was Shawn, Arthur, and Danny doing unspeakable things to each other. I watched as my brothers cringed in horror. I quickly got off the coach and took them in my arms, as the tape played itself out. Seeing it and hearing it was two different things. Dad explained there are other tapes, showing more of the same. Dad turned it off and sat back down and recapped what he had learned from me and my brother’s watching my sisters and everyone’s faces turn ghostly white. Mom had tears in her eyes as she rushed over to help me with my brothers letting them cry in our arms. Jody quickly left the room and threw up in the bathroom. Kerry went after her not wanting to hear anymore as the abuses got more detailed.

Dad stopped when his voice cracked and sobbed in his hands for letting it go on for so long. I could see everyone had tears streaming down there faces. Dad quickly said. “There is more, but I can’t bring myself to tell you.” Mrs. Gill got up and hugged Dad while her husband brought Dad a glass of water. Dad drank it dry as he sat there trying to control himself.

Dad had John open the black box, even though everyone knew what was in it. John didn’t even want to touch what was inside it, but he did, laying the robes of shame on the floor and two girl’s wigs. Nobody said anything as they stared at them, not daring to turn their eyes. Dad picked each of them up and put them back in the box and put the lid back on.