Chapter 90
Searching For
Mermaids
Part 1
Dad was all smiles when he put his
arm around me and Mom as we entered the restaurant that looked like Davy Jones
locker. With seaweed and fishing nets across the wall and smelled like and an
old shoe. I had promised Sparky a doggy bag after taking him for a quick walk
while we waited for Dad to clean himself up. I had Mom buy me five pounds of
apples from the store and some doggy treats. She knew the apples weren’t for
me, well maybe a couple were.
I wanted to give the horses a treat for being so good as I drove them to who
knows where. I could never understand how a horse could stand all day on their
feet. For I seldom see them lay down unless they were truly in the mood or roll
in the dirt. Pa told me that they even sleep on their feet, yet I have yet to
catch them at it.
Mom and Dad knew I hated fish, even though they used to make me eat it, telling
me it’s good for me. Yet I was a strange kid, I liked all leafy green
vegetables including broccoli and cauliflower, but I drew the line at fish. The
smell just made me nausea, after I had gagged it down only to vomit it back up.
Mom and Dad stopped forcing it on me after realizing that fish and I simply
hated each other. I would tell him I had made a deal with the fish. If they
left me alone I would leave them alone. I wasn’t scared of fish, well maybe a
little.
Yet I had learned over the years that fish were just as scared of me and would
swim to the other side of the pond when they see me. Later on, in my life I had
new motto added. If the fish don’t eat me, I won’t eat them and I have stuck to
that. Even though I have prepared, cooked and served fish for restaurants over
the years I never ate one bite.
My insides were doing somersaults knowing that Rothwell’s loved fish. Mom
placed her hand on my shoulder whispered that if I wanted something else like a
nice juicy steak or a hamburger, she was more than fine with that. I smiled
feeling much better already. We waited for the hostess to take to our seats.
Mom's eyes popped out of her head when she saw what the waitress was wearing
here, which wasn’t much, asking Dad if this was such a good idea. Personally, I
don’t know what Mom was so concerned about considering we boys have been
seriously desensitized when it comes to women without their clothes on. They
could be topless or naked and we wouldn’t give it a passing thought. When Mom realized that none of her boys so
much as noticed the fact that the waitress was wearing sea shells over her
breast and skirt so short they could have been girl’s panties.
The fact that I didn’t even blush or look like we even cared when she leaned
over the table placing menus in our hands. I only looked up in her direction as
her breast grazed my hand hearing her say sorry. Watching her blush, I shrugged
it off as if was nothing which it was; asking if they have other things besides fish,
having her turn the page showing me hamburgers and steaks. Not even Jared gave
notice that she nearly clipped him with full breast exposures. Dad smiled sweetly
asked what the specials are, ordering us water instead of soda which Mom fully
approved of and a green salad for each of us.
Mom soon calmed down until Jason spotted a mermaid swimming in a tank across
the room. We all turned to watch seeing a topless woman swimming around doing
stunts. Mom was about ready to leave until Dad said: “Karen look at your sons,
do they even care that she is topless.”
Mom asked me and Jared point blank having us answer. “What’s the big deal Mom,
it's not that really matters. You got breast, our sisters got breast our
friends mothers and their sisters got breast. Heck, Mom, we all have breast,
well sort’ of” after the fourth twist we grew bored and started reading about
the legion of the mermaid, and most important what they had for dessert.
Mom smiled and said. “That’s right boys, we have taught you better than that.
Now let’s have a nice dinner and see what your Dad has in store for us.”
Dad smiled thinking Mom had tricked him to give up his plan of secrecy, but Dad
just smiled and looked at his watch. Said we had another 300 miles to go before
he would spring that surprises. Mom and I calculated the time on a napkin each
of us checking each other's work.
Mom winced that if we were right that meant we had at least 7 maybe eight hours
of road before we get there. Dad pulled out his notebook said. “That sounds
about right. Yet I plan to do at least half of that tonight. We will stop overnight at a nice hotel that I
know these boys of mine would absolutely die when they see it and get an early
start in the morning, also it will give our animal friends time to rest after
such a long drive.”
Mom groaned putting her head down on the table said. “Three more hours of road,
and so far we have logged close to 400 miles already, Robert dear, where on
earth are you taking us?”
Dad reached over and took her hand said. “To someplace magical, something we
will talk about as a family forever.”
Mom smiled asked. “Does include a long hot shower and a full body massage?”
Dad said. “Your wish is my command, would you like that message here dear?
After all, we already have seen several topless mermaids. One more is not going
to make a difference.”
Jared and I blushed when Dad suggested Mom to climb onto the table, which
brought a smile to Dads face knowing that Jared and I understood perfectly well
what Mom and Dad do in the bedroom, after all, it’s not such a big secret,
Jared said. “Dad, could you wait until you get that hotel room? I really don’t
need that image playing over and over in my mind.” I gave Jared a fist bump
stating I totally agree. It's one thing knowing how babies are made, it’s quite
another watching it. Even worse seeing your own parents do it. To us, it was
just eww.
My mouth watered when I saw that nice big juicy hamburger and lots of greasy
french fries. I gagged when Dad had ordered the catfish and Mom ordered the
salmon. Jared ordered the same as me while his two brothers had fish fingers
and fries. The second I took the first bite, my mouth said it was to die for.
Feeling the grease drip down my chin as the tangy sauce covered my fingers.
Wanting very much to lick my fingers clean, but where are my table manners? I
grabbed a napkin instead, watching Jared follow the same example.
Mom smiled which said I had made the right decision and quickly wiped my chin
with her fingers and tasted it. And quickly stole a french fry off my plate. We
were stuffed after some apple pie alamode with chocolate sauce dripping down
the side.
Dad had the waitress take our left-over which wasn’t much and put them in a
doggy bag for Sparky he even ordered an extra child’s hamburger with nothing on
it. I knew Sparky would woof it down and lick his canine teeth asking where the
rest of it was. I do have to admit Sparky was getting a little on the chunky
side, and he and I were good with that.
When we left the restaurant Dad said it was his turn to drive and Jason and I
could sleep until we reached our next destination. Mom quickly asking for our
shirts so we wouldn’t get them dirty or ruin them while we slept. Dad had us
kneel in a circle on the grass as we had a quick prayer, asking God to watch
over us and our home, asked him to help fix the rift in our family and bring
his spirit into hearts.
Mom cried when Dad said the prayer, something she hadn’t done in a very long
time. It touched us all as we wiped our tears feeling the love and the spirit
that had been missing at home. We all knew why and none of us wanted to bring
it up, afraid it would spoil our time together.
Mom gave Jason and me a blanket to share and kissed us on the cheek. Dad
climbed in after a quick kiss for Mom and one for each of us, telling us how
much they loved us. Jason and I yawned that we loved them too, and drifted off
to sleep. With Jason head resting on my leg as a pillow and his feet across the
seat. I barely saw the flash of a camera, before I dozed off with the sound of
the radio and the sound of the engine pound the highway to our destination.
I wish I could say I slept good, but after driving long miles, I still felt
that I was still driving. The worst part about dream driving is you can’t find
the breaks. I jolted awake being surrounded in complete darkness. The first
thing I noticed we weren’t moving anymore. Dad was missing and I started to
panic and heard a knocking on my window that scared the living daylights out of
me.
Dad grinned knowing he startled me, having me roll down my window. Dad pointed to a long line of buildings that
somehow time had stopped. The sign on the road said the last frontier hotel.
Right next it was several small buildings with hitching posts, that looked like
we had been trapped inside an old western. I woke Jason so he could see it too.
Dad told us that he had made a reservation at the hotel; we were shocked and
excited all at the same time.
Dad pulled up to where we could park and had us follow him as we walked down
the center of town. We could all imagine being in a gunfight shooting outlaws,
it was a boys dream coming true. The hotel looked old and rustic on the inside
as well as the outside, yet it was also was modernized with indoor plumbing and
electricity. Dad gave our names and hand the clerk a tip for keeping our rooms
available and extra fifty for overlooking Sparky when it said no pets allowed.
Even though Sparky was mostly an outdoor dog Mom and Dad did allow him in the
house and in my room when the weather turned foul or cold. He was housebroken
so Dad had no problems overlooking the fact no animals were allowed, even
though he would have been just as comfortable sleeping inside the horse
trailer. Mom and Dad were still trying to buy my silence.
Our accommodations included a nice run yard for the horses, and complete rub
down and fresh oats and hay as well as clean water. It was 20 dollars more for
horseshoes which Dad paid for willingly, but most importantly a private room
for Mom and Dad and one room for us, right across from them, with all the
comforts of home. Jason and my baby brother wasted no time jumping on the bed,
which could easily sleep, four boys.
Mom too wasted no time removing her shoes and tossed them into the corner,
while Dad grabbed a change of clothing for him and Mom. Mom gave our room a
close inspection and told my brothers I was in charge and to behave or selves
taking the remote for the TV and unplugged it.
Jared and I drew straws on which brother we get to share a bath with. Having
been the lucky one to draw my baby brother, who is the most difficult to bathe
when it comes to getting him to sit still long enough. I groaned inside knowing
once more I was going to have to be the one to wangle him so I could at least
put on dipper.
Mom said “Sorry Tiger.” handing me a clean diaper. Yet it wasn’t my first rodeo
even though I wanted to gag when I have to wipe his bottom, he was still my
brother and I loved him just as much.
I was glad that he was almost potty trained and seldom wet the bed anymore. Yet
it wouldn’t be my first time finding he had and I had rolled into it. I had to take a page from Dad when comes to
boys peeing on you, that it won’t kill you. In fact, according to science, it
is the cleanest waste the body dumps, but to Jared and I, it was just plain
eww.
Even though I had to share a bath it still felt good, to get all the grim off
me and relax those sore driving muscles. Personally, I felt sorry for Mom
having to drive the entire distance without a break, so my complaint was small
as I wrestled with the dipper on that looked like a hatch it job. Mom told me
when I had kids of my own that I would miss the days when I had to wrestle a
dipper on. Personally, I thought she was nuts when she said it and wondered how
my own mother put up with me when she had to change mine.
Since I was the oldest now in our family I got to choose my spot which was
always the middle. Simply put I never had to worry about which side hogged all
the blankets.
Even though we had family prayer when we left the restaurant Dad wanted to have
another. I couldn’t argue with that and I knew better than to argue so I got on
my knees and took hands in our small room with one big bed. Mom didn’t cry this
time, but I could tell she was a lot happier compared to home these days. Dad
didn’t say anything when Sparky jumped on the bed and made his self comfortable
just simply patted him on the head and told him to watch out for outlaws.
When we all woke the following Wednesday morning we had thought Dad and Mom
slept in seeing the sun peeking through the window. Dad knocked on the door
before coming in. Noticing we were all in the bathroom brushing our teeth and
combing each others hair. Mom and Dad never once had to tell me what I needed
to do like they do with Arthur; which set me apart from him and the other
foster kids they had taken in. I smiled said I was just about to wake them
reminding Dad he wanted to get an early start.
Dad grinned as Mom took his arm watching her boys doing something without being
told a hundred times. Like brushing your teeth, wash your hands and faces.
Something most mothers harp on. She was proud of the fact that I had already
put on a fresh diaper on my baby brother and was combing his hair as an older
brother should do. Mom doubted God himself would say differently that these
were my brothers. My father and my sisters, on the other hand, would argue that
point.
Dad said. “About that boy’s, Mom and I have decided that we would spend a few
hours here before we head out. Gives us all break.” Jared and Jason giving each
other a fist bump. What can I say when it comes to boys dream hunting down
outlaws in old western you jump at the opportunity. Dad had the stable guy
saddle our horses as I put Sparky inside the horse trailer with a clean bed of
straw. With plenty of food and water and a couple of doggy treats and a soup
bone he was in doggy heaven.
I doubted I even mattered as I watched him gnaw the life out of his bone in the
shade of an old tree. He could either sleep under the tree or inside the horse
trailer, not once did he complain the second I gave him his bone and told him
to be a good boy.
Mom had taken several pictures of us standing near the buildings with cowboy
hats and twin pop guns. We all laughed when Dad put on a pair of spurs and
sheriff badge and pretend we were all in a gunfight and we were all his
deputies.
Mom would sit on his lap wearing his hat and slipped into a skirt that woman
wore back then and Mom was Dads barmaid, having me take the pictures. When our
horses were ready we head out to do some trail riding, Mom gasping about the
beautiful scenery having Dad pick some wildflowers for her hair.
It was 1 o’clock by the time we left
on the road without a clue where Dad was taking us. Dad traded places with Mom
having me drive his truck with her beside me, with Jason and my baby brother
sitting in the middle. The only instruction he gave me was driving until we
reached half a tank, then Mom and I should see another small town and take the
first exit.
Mom stopped needling Dad, just simply removed her shoes and my brothers
flip-flops making her and them comfortable as she gave Jared his game and my
baby brother a coloring book and some crayons.
Mom’s music was different from Dads country music; even mine was different for
all of them like pop rock or heavy metal bands. Mom’s was church music and
would sometimes humm to her favorite songs, trying to get me to sing with her
to complete our harmony.
Even though she and Dad didn’t care for some of my music and would be strict to
what I listened too. Vulgar, music that talked of killing or had some bad
influences were simply tossed out automatically. They would let me put in one
of my cassettes until they couldn’t take it anymore, but we all got a chance to
listen to each other's music and would compromises.
When the gas gauge read half full Mom and I saw the town just head just like
Dad said would be there. I asked Mom if she had any idea where Dad was taking
us. In my head I started to count the days we had left and couldn’t wrap my
head around it, wishing I never overheard Dads conversation with my caseworker.
Who so far has been there for me and was the longest one to stay the course,
even when she had her baby. She didn’t forget me or have someone fill in for
her. You can say I was getting concerned regarding if I would make it back in
time for my home visit. Like, Dad, I played it cool as he drove us further and
further.