Chapter 69
A Day At The Lake
I had spent an extra hour and a
half practicing the piano that Thursdays before my teacher arrived, and was
glad I did. The fact I had both pieces almost memorized made her proud of me.
All that would be left until my performance would be make them perfect. I
wanted that prize, I could almost taste it and most of all I wanted to make
both my mothers proud, but it wouldn’t be if I didn’t work for it.
I kept my promise with Aaron even though it was Dad that extended the invention
in regards to feeding my animal friends. It was my responsibility when I am
home to do it. I simply took my brother's hand and invited my mother to come
along. Unlike us, she wasn’t used to running around outdoors barefoot. Aaron
and I both had chosen to leave our shoes at home. I guess if I really needed
them I had another pair sitting in my closet, and Aaron could easily borrow a
pair of Jared’s, but I have and like my Rothwell brothers had seldom needed
them.
Mom once again took several pictures of Aaron and I and my animal friends, she
declined the invention to pet or hold any of them and the included a live
rooster or a chicken. When we got back, both my mothers made us wash our hands
really good. I never saw the reason why when you were just going to get them
dirty again, but I knew better than to disobey. My foster Mom packed us each a
sack lunch since we were going trail riding to our favorite lake and wouldn’t
be back until almost time for practice.
My mother made us wear our jean shorts; everything else’s was optional,
applying sunscreen to Aaron skin. Considering his skin wasn’t used to being
outdoors compared to mine and the Rothwell’s the fact we were going skinny
dipping didn’t faze her in the least. In fact, she for once highly approved of the
idea and told us to have a great time. Dad and Shane had already inspected all
the saddles and even closer after yesterday. Today Aaron would be riding his
own horse or the better word would be pony or cult.
Mom warned us to be careful and had taken several pictures of me and Aaron. Dad
was the only one of us that was fully dressed today, but packed a pair of
shorts so he could swim with us once we reached our destination, and packed a
first aid kit and several extra straps in case anything happened and marked the
route on a map so if there was a problem everyone would know where to find us.
Shane slid his sneakers and socks inside the saddle bag with his sack lunch
instead of putting them on, just in case he needed them.
We each had two canteens of water, a flashlight, and
waterproof matches. Dad added two fishing polls and several towels in each of
our saddles. We would spend all day around a small lake that fed into the Provo
River that came down from the
nearby canyons.
Normally the water would be still cold from the ice melt, but the lake would be
perfect for swimming. Practice wasn’t until 4:30
and we would be back by 3 or 3:30 at
the latest in time for me and Aaron to grab a quick shower or bath.
It also gave my mother time to get to know my sister and my foster Mom while we
were gone. I quickly gave her hug and a kiss and told them both I loved them
before climbing on my horse. Dad had instructed Jody after the boys were done
running laps he wanted them to be locked in their rooms until they got back
from running errands, like grocery shopping, and dropping off and picking up my
homework for the weekend. It would be a good time for the woman folk to have
some fun on their own.
Even though Jared was grounded for not telling Dad what three trouble makers
and their friends had done. He allowed Jared to come with us and his brother
Jason; his punishment wasn’t severe enough not to be included.
Personally, I think Dad did it to rub it in, like salt into a wound. That being
good was a hell of a lot better than being bad when it came to spending quality
time with Dad. It also in some ways made them hate us for it; when they watched
us leave placing Jason in the saddle with him and Jared next to Shane. They
knew they were missing the opportunity to have day fun at the lake. Dad had
taken the entire family on more than one occasion and their friend’s borrowing
enough horses for all.
I doubted Aaron's smile could have gotten any bigger riding his own horse. Dad
and I had spent the entire year breaking him in and was thinking about giving
him to Jared for his birthday or after he had been ordained as a deacon.
At first, he was planning on selling him but instead found that he liked
spending quality time with his sons like this as we rode up to the street at
nice even pace before we turned off a familiar cow trail and made our way up to
the lake. Even though the land was private property, we were given permission
to use the land being as it was mine and Shane’s employer. You got to admit
having benefits like this makes it worthwhile when spending quality time with
your Dad and your brothers.
It was almost 11:30 when we had
arrived at our destination. We had been here on several occasions and had made
it our special spot. Dad had hung a rope and tire swing over the lake, and
fairly good fire pit. Our horses had plenty of fresh grass and water here, for
us it was like a boy’s paradise.
Even though Dad had us pack our swim shorts in case we weren’t alone up here,
even though it was private land and far out of the way and hard to get here
without horses. Like us our employer allows the same rights to his other
employees to use the lake and the land around it. There wasn’t or had been I
sign of anyone else up here, having to unlock the gate ourselves and place
indicated flag that said Rothwell in bold black letters. The place was ours for
the entire afternoon.
Dad wasted no time stripping off all his clothes racing Shane and me to the
rope swing. After having gathered enough firewood for a nice fire to dry us off
and if he had a chance to catch us some fish for lunch. If not we simply eat
our sack lunch’s placing our sodas in a stream of cold water that trickled down
to the lake.
I can guarantee my father would be appalled by the idea of skinny dipping. I had
yet to see him dressed in a bathing suit or work outside without a shirt like
my best friend’s fathers or my adult friends like Bishop Lanwall and Brother Nile's and on a few occasion Brother Sakes, when it evolved a father and son
outing, all the boys and their fathers enjoyed the luxury of skinny dipping.
Yet when it came to the entire Rothwell family spending and well deserved
afternoon or occasional camp-out here. Dad wore a bathing suit so not to
embarrass his daughters, but if it was just Mom and us then it didn’t apply.
Like I have said before Pa and my Downing brothers were cut from the same cloth
when it came to outdoor actives like this, and even the Fry’s when Dad had
taken me and Jeff on outings like this.
Personally, I don’t know what my father was so embarrassed about considering
all boys and men had the same parts and there was nothing wrong with what we
were doing. God made us all alike and I am almost positive that Christ had
skinny dipped a time or two even though it was never mentioned in the
scriptures. I have no doubt that the same rules applied back then as they are
today when came to spending time with their fathers and brothers.
Aaron took the idea like a duck to water watching his sunburned body jump from
the tire swing having the time of his life. I could just imagine the look on my
sisters and fathers face when he parades his tanning body in front of them when
he gets home.
I also know from personal experiences. That he is going to need a rub down of
Calamine Lotion to help take the sting out of the sunburn and will spend less
time in clothes because of it. All I can say to them is get used to it, once
you get a taste of it. You never go back to the way it was and like I have said
before, they don’t know a thing about me. For the moment Mom knows more about
me then they will ever know and I am good with that.
Like all good things, I hated the fact that we had to end or a day at the lake,
even gladder that Dad or Shane didn’t catch any fish. For the simple reason,
Aaron and I hate the taste of it and the smell. Dad was never cruel when it
came to a bad sunburn and was prepared to rub Aaron down with the lotion.
In some ways it was his first real sunburn, more so on his lower parts that
never seen the sun often enough to get a well-developed tan. I remember my
first one, I couldn’t get my clothes off fast enough afterward, the way any
clothing rubbed against it and trapping in the heat made unbearable. It was
nearly a week before I didn’t need the lotion or several cold baths to take the
heat out of my skin. I had my doubts that Aaron to would suffer for it, but
afterward, once it healed, being in the sun will be just as enjoyable if not
more.
My mother simply sighed with relief seeing us all come back unharmed. Aaron was
almost as red as lobster, but he had the best time of his life. We all reeked
of the lake and campfire smoke, Aaron and I were given the tub first since we
had to leave before practice. That way Dad could take a shower and everyone
else would have just had to wait their turn.
Mom (Rothwell) had decided that after boxing practice the entire family could
use some family time at the pool, Dad knew better than to argue with her when
it came to family time. My mother didn’t like the idea of the bad boys given
such a privilege, but it wasn’t her house and it wasn’t her rules.
Dad had promised her that in no way was he going to let them off the hook
anytime soon. Telling her they would run laps twice day and would be grounded
and would be doing hard labor inside and outside of the home. My mother knew
the condition of how they would be doing those laps and hard labor. However she
also knew even though he didn’t include the hothouse or other prison style
punishments, the statement was implied.
Right before we left. Dad wanted to have a family prayer since he wouldn’t see
me again to have one as a whole family until I came home late Sunday afternoon.
I knew my mother wasn’t comfortable about it, but neither did she complain
about it. Taking mine and Aaron's hand and knelled with the rest of the family
in the living room.
It was a long prayer mostly praying for my safety and my mothers, Dad asking
God to watch over us and his and my mother’s house. When he was done I knew it
was going hurt saying goodbye to everyone, even more so to my foster parents
and the ones that mattered most to me. Like my two sisters Susan, Becky, and my
father. Shawn, Danny, and Arthur wanted no part of me and stood off to the side
growling and giving me hateful glares.
Dad had allowed them to dress in their boxers during family prayer so it
wouldn’t distract the spirit from the rest of us. There was a very dark present
that shadowed over them, compared to the rest of the family. It made my skin
crawl feeling it as I looked at them. It wasn’t warm, but ice cold as if
someone had dipped me into a freezing lake. Like my father, I knew we were
going to come to blows and I prayed that it wouldn’t be soon.
Mom had rubbed down every red inch of Aaron's body with Calamine lotion which
was all the proof she needed knowing that we had gone skinny dipping and spent
the entire day in the sun. She cursed us lovingly when she applied it and only
made him wear his swim trunks. She wasn’t sure what was allowed and what
wasn’t, considering Aaron wouldn’t be participating during my boxing practice
today, so to keep him mostly decent she borrowed one of my light shirts to
drape over his shoulders leaving it unbuttoned.
My foster mother said he would have been fine either way considering most boys
during practice wears just as much clothing as they do during gymnastics or a
swim meet. But if the sunburn or the violence of the fights got too bad he was
more than welcome to join the rest of them in the pool. Stating she didn’t like
to watch me fight and sometimes a bout in the ring can become quite bloody and
violent when it came to older teens.
I had warned her previously that she wouldn’t enjoy it. That most of the time,
Dad and Shane would be my only audience unless it was a meet for points and a
trophy, even those Mom and my sisters spent most the times with their eyes
closed and was always there checking me over from head to toe for any lasting
injuries afterward. I also wasn’t sure how she would react after seeing what I
could do when it came to fighting, even more so when it came to me defending
myself from her and my father. Aaron too, I was concerned about.
I had Shane promise me that if it got too bad that he would take my brother or
my mother down to the pool without me. I could see Mom was going to have a hard
time seeing her cringe after the first to practice matches from other boys on
my team.
I had asked her if she really wanted to stay if she didn’t I would understand.
Instead, she quietly took her seat while she watched me warm up doing quick
exercises from jump roping to bag punches with my legs, feet, and hands. When
it was my turn she did her best to keep a straight face, but Aaron wasn’t with
her as I watched Shane take my very badly sunburned brother down to the pool
after a very violent display in the ring. Mom simply folds his shirt in her lap
watched me get inside the ring.
By the end of the first bell, she too was quickly making a quick exit. I had
gotten distracted by watching her leave, which gave my opponent the opportunity
to sweep my legs from underneath me and having him come down hard with a body
slam across my chest winning the round. I knew better than to let that happen,
but lessons like that are necessary when came to fighting.
I quickly went back to my corner and ready my self for the next fight. We would
each take turns disabling or teammates until we got it right. Earning several
new bruises even with protected gear it still hurt. Unlike real adult fighting
where you fought bare knuckles, we were gloved and wore headgear, but even with
that kick-boxing could be a deadly sport.
Dad was the only one left in my cheering section by the time practice was over.
So me him walked down to the pool with his arm over my shoulder, I knew he was
proud of me as he gave me a soft playful jab to the chin and I knew he loved me
as one of his sons, but it never hurt to tell me out loud that he was proud or
the fact he loved me. It always made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside and made
my heartbeat, beat against my chest.
In some ways, it was more personal goodbye reminding me to call him each night
to let them know that I was ok and unharmed. Giving me one last hug alone and
leaned down and kissed me on the head and both my cheeks. It used to bother me
when he did it because always reminded me of all my foster Dads. Yet at the
same time, it let me know that he truly loved me, leaving the monster in its
cage and treated me as his son. Something my father would never do or ever be.
My mother was already in the pool playing tag with Aaron and my Rothwell
brothers and sister. The bad boys weren’t among them, had chosen to stay on the
other end of the pool. Dad growled angrily walked over to them and forced them
to join the family. Warning them they are on very thin ice, I knew Dad was
trying hard to keep the monster inside. I wasn’t sure if being pulled by your
ear counted as abusive behavior, but I knew a threat when I saw one when Dad
brought Shawn and Danny closes to his face. That he wasn’t going to tolerate
their attitude any longer.
Prodding them to the locker room, which indicated that Dad and they were done
having family time and punishment had just gone up a notch. Arthur had chosen
to stay behind knowing perfectly well that Dad wasn’t through with him, but Mom
and Dad also knew if it wasn’t for Danny and Shawn always coaxing him into
trouble he could be very well mannered. That sometimes a good spanking was all
that was needed until the next time. And trust me there is always a next time.