Chapter 42
The Long Road Home
Part 1
Dad was right. It was time to get
moving. So I rose early each day at 5 am
and began my walk with my guardians and a nurse whether if it was grandma or
not. Instead of six laps, I did seven. Pushing myself to the limit and doing
more each time every two or three hours. Dad kept his promise calling them to
check if had done my walks and how many. Grandma made a chart and posted it on
my wall so we could keep track. Having a nurse and my guardians sign their name
below each time I took my stroll.
Even though it was work in a way as I strolled down the nursing track in my
shorts and socks. It didn’t count on Sunday as being work. Considering I’d walk
this far in one day regardless. I was also the cleanest boy on the floor. I knew
that if I kept my word Dad would keep his and would begin to trust me. So I
walked and until I could do no more and pushed myself saying one more, just one
more. By the time brother Sakes and brother Nile's arrived; I had walked 21 laps and had two baths.
Brother Greg D. Sakes was mine and Shane’s Sunday school teacher and would soon
become one of my closest friends whenever I needed help with anything. He
taught seminary at Lehi High
School and would be my teacher and adviser.
Brother Sakes fit the nerdy type stereo class. Wearing black frame glasses and
straight black hair which covered most of his receding hairline; dark brown
eyes that changed to gold when he stood against the sunlight reaching six feet
nine inches. The most amazing thing about him was his half smile and his beak
nose would wrinkle when he laughed, and he could imam-ate a penguin. If you
want a good laugh after feeling bad all day he’s the guy that could turn your
frown into a smile. He was also in charge of our wards boys Basketball and
Baseball team.
To say God had a sense of humor as I lay on top of my blankets in nothing but
my boxer and socks. With wet hair and a hospital towel over my shoulders; while
others were dressed in a suit and tie. I was decent enough considering I would
look stupid wearing my tie without a shirt. Yet I was fairly comfortable and no
one mocked me for being well under-dressed for a simple Sunday sacrament
meeting. Even Kerry was dressed in comfortable jeans and tee-shirt and going
barefoot so she wouldn’t get her feet wet every time she helped cool me off.
Yes God has a sense of humor.
On normal Sunday we would have church for three straight hours. But we aren’t
in church so we got an hour and a half condense version. Kerry led us in song
and I gave the opening prayer and brother Sakes and brother Nile's blessed and passed the sacrament. I myself have done this many times as we
visited the sick and the elderly at home or rest home.
Kerry laid on the bed next me sharing one of my pillows
asking if I needed a warm blanket, and for change, I shook my head that I was
fine for now. Grandma sat in the chair next to me in case I needed anything
taking my hand in her lap while brother Sakes gave the lesson and we all
followed along with or scriptures taking turns reading. When we were done
brother Nile's ended the meeting
with a closing prayer. We all shook hands and brother Nile's said he be back tonight for our family devotional and to keep an eye on me as
he winked at me and Grandma.
Shane arrived an hour later meeting us on my stroll in his bare feet, having
dropped off his shoes and socks in my room and wearing a pair of shorts and a
comfortable tank top. That really showed off his well-defined shoulders and
abs. So Kerry could help Mom and Jody in the kitchen and prepare the Sunday
meal before everyone arrived for family devotional.
By the time I made my eighth lap around the track, my doctor was waiting in my
room so he could examine me. He seemed quite please noting my lap chart asking
how many. Shane and Kerry told him 29 laps in total for the day so far. He
looked at my back and frowning that still wasn’t making a lot of progress even
though I was in less pain and I had cut back my pain medicine to twice a day.
Or more if I really need it.
Asked if I would like to go out for some fresh air and some sunshine after
being cooped up indoors for so long, since the hot weather would do me a world
of good; I could walk around on the grass until my parents could bring in my
sneakers from home. Kerry nearly hugged me to death said I would have them by
tonight. By four thirty the nurses
came by to take the IV out of my arm capping of the needle so they could hook
me back up during the night with just the antibiotics and said there was a good
chance that I could go home on Wednesday providing I kept my temperature and
blood pressure down. But I still won’t be able to start school until my back
could handle me wearing a shirt.
Shane and I gave a knuckle bump asking the nurse if I could go out before
dinner while the sun was still up. She sighed and said as long as I didn’t
overdo it having my Grandma come in with a wheelchair because it was hospital
policy plus they wanted to make sure I could make it back alright. We didn’t
care; I was going outside at last. Grandma could barely contain herself as she
quickly took off my socks so I wouldn’t get grass stains on them. Letting Shane
pop a couple of wheelies down the hallway and the three of us were off to
explore the great outdoors.
When the door opened the fresh air was intoxicating as I inhaled deeply. Shane
helped me out of the wheelchair. Letting me stand there letting the warm
sunshine on my bare back and the green grass tickled my toes. Shane removed his
shirt tossing into the wheelchair so he could lie on the grass. Knowing Mom
would kill him if got grass stains on his clothes. We laughed as I spun slowly
around with my eyes closed letting the hot sun playing with my skin.
Grandma laughed as we frolicked on the grass; taking a seat on the bench as she
watched me and Shane walk around the large circle of grass until it was time to
go back inside. So we could eat and bath me and change my bandages before for
the Rothwell’s showed up for family devotional. It was sad to leave the fresh
air behind, but I knew I would be back as I watched the doors closes; locking
me back in for the night.
Shane watched as Grandma bathed me and dressed me in another clean pair of new
shorts so I would least have two and clean pair of white socks to keep my feet
warm. While I lay on top of the blankets with a warm blanket around my
shoulders in case I caught a chill. We ate quickly as everyone started to
arrive. Mom placing my sneakers in my closet and placing some more clean boxers
and new shorts in my dresser near the bed. Leaning over to kiss my cheek and
feeling my forehead smiling to see that I was doing better.
Shane telling everyone there was a chance that I could be going home on
Wednesday. Providing the fever would normalize and we had just taken my first
walkout side almost an hour ago; Mom, Jody and Kerry nearly hugging me too
death with the news; while Dad studied my walking chart, asking the nurse if it
was true. She nodded if things hold then there was a chance. But stating I
wouldn’t be able to go to school until my back was almost healed.
Dad said, “we will see about that when the time comes.” But he did seem proud
of my progress. That was until brother Nile's walked in the door bring in couple more folding chairs; taking a seat near my
bed while Mom took the other one squeezing my hand. I knew Dad didn’t like it
one single bit as his eyes glared at bother Nile's.
But he calmed himself; bring the room to order while everyone found their seats
in my very small room. Once again Arthur was sitting on the floor as if he was
a child like Jared and Jason, while Shawn towered over him. His eyes lowered to
the floor like a beaten dog. Shane and Kerry took the other bed. Grandma eyed
the room telling them not to stay too long being a school night and I still
needed my rest; telling me if I needed anything for me to press the button.
Dad closed the door to keep the noise level down, took his seat in the middle
of the room and opened our family devotional with a hymn and a prayer. Shane
began with his oral report letting the next person give theirs. Until it came
back to me and Kerry telling everyone what he learned today from our own
special meeting. Dad had me read one the scriptures that tied in with our
lesson. Mom and Kerry helped me down on my knees for family prayer. When it was
done Dad decided that he and Mom would walk me around the floor “alone.”
Telling brother Nile's he could
watch from my door, but they wanted to spend a few minutes “alone” with me. I
was terrified until I realized grandma was watching me and Dad didn’t know
about her or he would have been really pissed off. So I nodded that it would be
fine, but it wasn’t fine.
By the time I had made my fourth lap with Dads hand on the back my shoulders, I
vomited right there on the floor. Nearly falling as my stomach kept heaving up
all the medicine and my dinner right there on the carpet and down my chest and
across my feet. I was a mess. Grandma and a nurse running quickly to my sides,
letting me sit there against the wall until there was nothing left, but dry
heaves.
I was dizzy as I closed my eyes letting Grandma remove my socks so I didn’t
track more of it all over the floor. Mom placed her hand on my forehead said.
“I thought he was getting better?” Grandma simply told her. It was always bad
at night; that I have been fairly good all day, but when night time comes to my
temperature spikes the worst. Telling me she will call housekeeping and bring
me a wheelchair and take me back to my room. I shook my head no slowly rising
to ask Mom and Dad if they would walk me around just two more laps.
Dad nodded helping me up and took my hand and Mom placed her arm around my
shoulders and I walked those last two laps barefoot covered in my own vomit,
but I did it to make them proud and they were. Mom excused everyone to wait in
the lobby as she helped me undress and bathed me herself. While Dad sat and
watched and telling me how proud he was for doing what he asked; telling me how
sorry he was that he pushed me so hard, but I did it and I didn’t complain I
did it regardless. He said rubbing my wet hair.
Dad picked me up and carried me back to bed dressing me in a clean pair of
boxers and laid me on my stomach, pushed the button telling them I was ready
for fresh bandages. Leaned down and kissed my cheek saying how proud he was of
me. Telling Mom to take everyone home he’s taking the day off to spend the
night with me. Watching brother Nile's takes his spot to watch us; Dad grinned told him. “It’s going to be along
night.” Kicking off his shoes and socks turned down the other bed. Undressed
and climbed in groaning how good it felt as he watched the nurses put me back
together again.
When it was the just the three of us Dad turned on the TV finding a late
Basketball game asking which side I wanted Mr. Nile's ran for snacks. It was
guy’s night out all over again; even though I ended up in the tub three times
that night from my fever. Dad was proud of me and that was all it mattered and
he snores just like Shane. When I woke at five that Monday morning, I wasn’t
doing that well as the fever just wouldn’t let go. Dad helped me to the
bathroom with my IV friend preventing me from falling on the floor. I had
vomited all over the bathroom floor and into the toilet by the time the nurse
came and wasn’t grandma. She wouldn’t be in until nine; I really didn’t need
her with brother Nile's watching my
back.
Dad was playing the good loving father. Placing me into the tub so I wouldn’t
be standing in my own sick; running the tub to help break the fever. While he
sat on the edge of the tub with the door open. Using the bucket the nurses were
using to cool me off. He would slowly pour cold water over my chest and my back
until the nurses could attend to me and helped me off with my wet boxers and
throwing them into the sink. The nurse quickly cleaned up the floor enough to
free Dad so he could change his clothes into Hospital scrubs so he could take
his clothes home to be washed when he left.
It didn’t matter if was I in the tub or not I just kept heaving up more and
more, and my temperature sky rocked. By 9 o’clock
I wasn’t doing well at all, but I got up anyway grabbing the IV stand proceed
walk my laps until Dad caught up with me. Asking me what the heck I was doing;
stumbling around the hall in my boxers burning a high fever. I slid down the
wall I said; “keeping my promise so you wouldn’t punish me for not doing them.”
Dad sighed helping me up and we did them together. Grandma was angry and told
me how mule head and stubborn I was; telling me to sit in the wheelchair so she
could put me back to bed. But I shook my head no saying just two more, just two
more.
Dad took my hand and we walked those last two laps and I vomited again, losing
my breakfast when I got back, but least it made the garbage can; nurse cussing
my Dad for being too hard on me as he bathed me again telling him it was 103. I
stayed in bed for three more hours and got back up and walked 5 more laps. Dad
holding me up most of the way telling me I needed to stop. But I just kept
going losing my lunch making him sign off that I did it.
Three more hours I got up and walked 6 laps falling on my knees twice, but I
got back up saying two more, just two more. But my body said no more as I
fought to stay on my feet almost crawling before I passed out laying flat on my
stomach. When I woke the lap chart was in the garbage and Dad was holding my
hand with tears in his eyes. Telling me; “no more, I won’t let you walk one
more lap; no more.” He took me in his arms held me feeling me burning up he
picked me up placed me back into the tub.
I didn’t bother with dinner pushing it to the aside instead of having it ending
up on the floor or down the toilet. The nurse came in with the same six large
nurses; I knew what they wanted. I smiled as they each took a piece of me. Dad
watched in amazement as three male nurses end up on the floor before they got
my blood drawn, my screams filling the room and down the hall. They’d paid
dearly for those vials. Dad couldn’t decide if he was proud of me or angry
after watching me fight off giants. So he laughed and laughed until he cried
watching them collect their bets with twenty dollar bills.
Mom came by to see how I was doing and brought Dad some fresh clothes and told
him that my caseworker would be here tomorrow. Dad nodded said; “that’s fine,
doesn’t look like Eric would be going home anytime soon.”
Mom felt my head asked “rough night?”
I smiled said with very sore throat; “nothing me Dad can’t handle.”