Chapter 16
Tied Fates
Freedom to be a kid should never
be taken lightly as I hobbled after my brothers on the farm. I hated crutches
even though it kept the stress off my legs and chest from ripping the stitches.
I knew it would only be a matter of time when I would be able to run and play
just likes them. Pa kept us busying
building the foundation around the back of the house; Ma had a problem with our
plans. She added two more rooms to the house plus a bigger dining room. That
way we had room for guests and extended family; so we wouldn’t feel like
sardines in a can. Ma said, simply, “Wayne,
dear, it would be nice to have a nursery, for when the baby comes.”
Pa dropped the pencil as the rest of us gasped. My sisters squealed with
delight hearing the news. Pa was dumbfounded trying to work his jaw when he
turned to Ma seeing if he’d heard that right. She nodded her head as he went
over and laid a breathtaking kiss that made her wobble a few inches off the
floor. It was good ten minutes before he was able to speak again. “Boys, it
seems we are in trouble,” he said. “Apparently your Ma has other plans.”
We all laughed as he tore up his plan and started all over once again; freeing
us to play the rest of the day while he reconsidered how to make the house larger.
Considering it would be easier to build a new house, but there was no way we
would have the time to do it. With a new school year approaching and still have
it done by the time the baby arrived. Having money to do it was another problem
and what it would take to make some with woodworking projects or selling the
crops it seemed an almost an impossible chore. But come hell or high water he
would find a way.
Fate has a way of changing the ballgame altogether for good or bad depending on
the outcome. Sometimes it steps in and helps things along when it is damn good
and ready. I for one thought that fate was done messing with me. Given to the
fact I had everything I wanted. But I was wrong. It just so happened later that
day when I was out feeding the horses; that is when had fate found me.
I
reached over to place some fresh hay for the horses when a rattlesnake crawled
out and bit me on the leg four inches above my knees. Like an idiot, I reached
down to cover the wound with my hand. That stupid snake was hiding in the hay
and spooked the horse enough to kick me in the head when I wasn’t looking.
Adding a black eye to the stars I was seeing as I fell to the ground.
I was lucky Robert and Will was nearby as they jumped down from the hayloft.
Will yelled for Pa as Robert quickly tied a rope around my leg to keep the
poison from spreading. Rattlesnakes are dangerous, but if you’re bitten enough
times it can kill you. This was a little feller, now dead after the horse
stomped on him. To say I felt bad for him would be lying as I screamed in pain
after the shock had worn off.
Pa ran huffing and puffing looked once at the dead snake, freed the horse so it
could run to safety and stop kicking the barn apart. In one swoop he picked me
up and laid me in the wagon bed as Ma came in with the first aid kit.
Rattlesnakes are rare out here on the farm, but they do come out every once in
a while, but tend to leave you alone, if you leave them alone. But it is always
good to have needle handy to slow the poison enough so it doesn’t kill you.
All I could say while laying there screaming. “Way to go Ma,” she didn’t even
blink as she jabbed me in the leg with that long needle as Pa took out his
pocketknife and cleaned out the wound. Having no boxers on didn’t; even faze me
when she hiked up the dress to give Pa plenty of room to work. It still didn’t
faze me as Julie and Anna saw everything from the waist down. While I screamed
from the pain as the blood and poison ran down my leg.
It’s amazing how pain
overrides your boyish pride. Ma didn’t bother to cover me up yelling to Julie
to call Doc Hatfield then remembered with a loud curse that they are all up in Salt
Lake City with my Grandmother attending a funeral.
When it rains it pours. Pa didn’t waste time as we flew down the road back to Payson
Hospital.
I had passed out from the pain long before we arrived; and woke up once more in
a hospital bed; with a trinket on my leg and a cold cloth on my bare chest and
one on the forehead with barely a towel covering my waist. Ma was holding my
hand as I opened my eyes and groaned. “Not again.” This was getting to be a
habit and began to check to see if my name was printed above the door or above
my bed in bold black letters. My nice bluish gown folded across a chair with my
sandals placed underneath.
Pa walked in with Doctor Whitmore wearing a greenish gown today. Said I had
earned another night or two here to keep an eye me; didn’t want to take a
chance with it getting infected with the rest of my various healing wounds. But
he wanted to keep me cool and dry like if that was possible in the summer heat.
Apparently, snake venom likes it when the body is moving and the warm blood is
pumping. Hence the very, very cold towels on my chest making my teeth chatter.
I wasn’t complaining despite the fact that my mouth tasted like a cotton ball
and dry as a desert. I was alive and well enough, that even Jeff didn’t come to
visit me. I gave two thumbs up went back to sleep as the drugs kicked in.
Pa called Grandma telling her not to worry, but it seemed she was already
heading back with Doctor Hatfield in tow. I knew the moment I woke the second
time I was in deep trouble; finding my Grandma taking my other hand with a face
that said I was about to get a tongue lashing and perhaps a spanking for making
her worry. But all she did was kiss my cheek and said next time to watch out
for hidden snakes.
Trust me before I get near a stack of hay it’s getting
stubbed with a pitchfork a few times before I get near it. Doctor Whitmore
removed some more stitches after going over me with a fine tooth comb. For once
I didn’t even blush as I laid there in all my magnificent glory, while my Ma
and Grandma watched, as Doc and his nurse went to work; removing them from the
back of my legs and back.
Grandma, on the other hand, did slap my bare bottom when they were finished,
before I could turn back over. Pa laughed so hard he had to brace himself from
falling over. Personally, I didn’t think it was a bit funny, but I wasn’t about
to argue the point. I just said what was that for? She said just to prove that
she still could and then gave me a silly grin. Ma wanted to wash my only gown
before I put it back on, but decided that it could wait until we got home. She
didn’t want to leave my side, not for one minute, so instead, she shook the
loose dirt and hay on to the floor. I couldn’t have been happier to have
parents that actually loved me. But apparently, something happened to Grandma
during the time she was in Salt Lake City.
She didn’t seem to be herself, I asked, but she said. “Just a little run down
that’s all.”
I overheard them talking in the hall thinking that I was sleeping with a good
sleeping pill that helps avoid most nightmares, (but takes a while some
nights.) I heard them talking; that Grandma had a slight heart attack nearly
knocking over Mikes casket, and apparently it wasn’t her first. I hated the
thought of losing my Grandma when I and Aaron needed her the most. (Not to
worry Grandma doesn’t die until January 2001 almost 25 years later.)
I needed to find a way so that my Grandma didn’t have to worry about me, I had
everything I needed. Feeling Ma and Pa kiss my cheek wishing me goodnight and
place a cool folded towel across my waist. I was really glad that my sisters
were home taking care of Sam and Aaron. And I didn’t feel bad about my other
sisters being returned to my parents so my aunts could have a break. “Misery
Likes Company,” is all I can say.
Doctor Whitmore wanted me to stay in bed for two more days keeping me cool and
dry as possible without the gown seeing that infection around my chest hadn’t
cleared as fast as he wanted it to. I hated staying in my room alone, so I
begged to least lay me on the couch during the day if I promised to be golden.
Ma couldn’t see the harm, to her one bed was as good and another. Mostly it was
because I didn’t have anything to wear besides the gown.
I gave up caring about being modest a long time ago, besides by now there ain’t
nothing my sisters haven’t seen already. I would streak through the farm with
Sam and Aaron if meant not staying in my room, and I told Pa and Ma that as
they agreed. Ma said. “Well, Julie did say he has the cutesiest little bottom
she had ever seen and I tend to agree.” With a kiss on the cheek and clean
sheet wrapped around my waist. I was once free.
Grandma followed us home to pick up Aaron and returned him to our parents to
avoid going to jail and having family services place Aaron in a foster home.
But the fight wasn’t over by a long shot. Instead, she moved in with them, I
bet that made them really happy. Doc said she could as long as she took her
pills and visited him once a week. Or he would hunt her down as if he was a dog
on a coon hunt. There was nothing I could do, but give him a great big hug as
he left with Grandma. I knew without a doubt that he was safe while she was
with him. It worried me more when she wasn’t. I hated to see him go, leaving
loving parents and brothers and sisters that thought the world of him.
Life just isn’t fair, but what could I do about it? I couldn’t even face my
parents without peeing my pants in fear. Aaron was a lot braver than me and he
was only 9, almost ten in a few more months. Maybe with my Grandma there;
things would be ok. I sure hoped so anyway, but deep down I knew it would never
be ok. Even in bed or on the coach, I still had plenty to do keep me busy.
Grandma left me a whole pile of novels begging me to read. I also had my
dreaded homework too. So with a pencil in one hand and notebook in another; it
was test time watching my councilor come by with a large envelope with tests
for all my classes. I was ready darn tooten.
Ma and my sisters quizzed me for nearly a week making sure I would pass with
flying colors. Ma made me a bright green gown to celebrate the occasion; I had
just barely put it on and sat down at the table. I was glad to considering she
was a woman, with raised eyebrows seeing me in a dress instead of farmer
overalls and barefoot; nothing new to me. Ma promised me I didn’t have to wear
shoes in the house if I didn’t want to in fact she preferred we didn’t and that
included Pa. All she said to her.
“Less things he has to throw at you. If know what I mean?” It had been months
since I have thrown them, but we weren’t going tell her that. Why spoil my rep?
Ma was happy as calm as I passed all of my subjects with high marks. It helped to
have a plate of my favorite double chocolate chip cookies as an incentive. I
was free for the summer or what was left of it, and looked forward to going
back to school with Will and Robert by my side. But I knew trouble was coming
even though Jeff hasn’t said anything I had a bad feeling that something was on
the horizon.