The One Who Got Away

Love is something we can't explain we all want it! but what happens when we fall in love with the wrong person (Part 1)

She held my hand tightly that night as she looked at me with those eyes, I could tell she been crying, due to redness around her eyes. We knew it was over; we both thought it, there are no words to describe that moment. The only way I can explain it is the feeling of your heart being torn apart into a million peace’s and knowing that she was the cause of it is something not even she can fix due to what she did. She moved closer towards me and kissed my cheek and whispered in my ear saying that you will forever be my one and only, she let go of my hand and slowly walked away into distance.

As she walked away I fell to the floor it felt like my whole world just fell apart in that moment im pretty sure this is what heart ache is meant to feel like. I don’t understand how we can feel so much love for one person, how we can be so terrible wrong about them. The story I’m about to share with you is not another boring love story but yet it is more then that its truth of what happened between me and Mia the love that was terrible wrong it’s the girl your never meant to fall in love with…. but I did and now I’m paying for it everyday of my life.

It was 5^th November and I saw her I fell for her no I mean I literally fell right of the stage and banged my head on the ground, I know this may sound cheesy but the stage lights were caught in my eyes and as she bent down it looked like I saw a angel
 “Are you okay?” they were the first words she ever said to me
 “Yeah ah I’m okay” Then I did this weird awarded smile
“I’m glad your okay”
I stood up and walked backstage and peeked out through the curtains to see if she was still there and she was gone
That day is the moment I will never forget that was the day I met the love of my life oh how I could be so wrong.

   

2 weeks have gone by and I could not stop thinking about this beautiful girl and how I missed my chance with her, she was a stranger but somehow she stole my heart already,
Mia had that approach on people she was a girl who could walk into any room and suddenly take your breath away that’s what I loved about her because she took my breath away every time.

On the 20^th of November she attended my bands gig I could see her sitting at the back of the bar my heart was bounding, my hands were sweaty, I have never been this nervous to perform before, after the show she approached me and tapped me on the shoulder
“you did really good tonight”
“ahhhhh thanks”
And then she walked away
“wait can I buy you a drink?”
“sure”

Few drinks later before I knew it she was at my place her bright blue eyes staring right at me, her hands rubbing up and down my leg, I can tell she wants to kiss me, she moves in closer towards me her soft lips kiss against my cheek, then are lips touch, I can feel my heart beating, her hand making there way under my top, and mine hand are doing the same, she takes my top off and starts to kiss my neck then kisses her way down my body, my hand start to grip the bed, I bite my tongue as I slightly start to moan, my hand in her hair, as things were starting to get good, her phone rings non stop, I look over to her phone with name appearing as Tomas, 10 missed calls later and she finally gives in to answer she hesitates as she speaks you can hear they guy asking questions on where abouts she was and her replying with all lies, I start to think  am I the other guy?
“I’m so sorry Jesses” she starts to cry, I stand up and wrap my arms around her
“If you have to leave I understand” I pick her up and carry her to my bed and lay her down next to me
“I don’t want to leave I want to be with you tonight but is it okay if we just sleep?’
I pull her close towards and kiss her cheek
“I completely understand”

 

The next day had come and she was gone I layed in an empty bed wishing that Mia was next to me, I don’t understand why this girl was driving me crazy all I could think about is how beautiful she was and loved the way she made me feel when I was with her last nights its like nothing I have ever felt before. 

 

Few days had passed and no sight of Mia, this mysterious girl had stolen my heart and I cant even find here. Until I was walking along the beach and there she was sitting near the water and crying she looked so sad

 

I sat down beside her

Jesse- “Are you okay Mia”

Mia- “Its nothing”

Jesse- “Are you sure you don’t want to talk about it”

Mia- “It just feels like my whole world is falling apart”

Jesse- “explain it to me”

Mia turned and faced me I could not stop looking into her beautiful greens eyes she looked so sad.

 

“Love is cruel it works in weird and heartbreaking ways and someone I loved betrayed me and now I don’t know what I’m doing with my life”

 

I grabbed hold of Mia’s soft hands I wasn’t sure what to say to her to make her feel better I didn’t know anything that was going on in her life but she seemed so lost

 

“Its weird how life works it can be painful but everything happens for a reason and things will heal over time you just have to learn to let go of the bad things in life and move on.”

 

And then she kissed me and again and wrapped her arms around me.

Jesse- “I wish I knew what to say or do to make you feel better”

Mia- “you just being here is enough”