RIP COREY JAMES

Corey James was my "big Brother" and on December 8 2006 he took his life please if anyone you know or you feel like life worth ending talk to someone you may not think it now but your death will effect everyone in your community

I meet this girl who said you were gone
druing this stupid church thing in jail
I knew what I heard
but I didn't believe
I screamed out loud
and began to cry
"How could you leave me?
How could you die?"
i just wanted to go back to my cell
and cry and wish i could have seen you one last time
abunch of us wanted to hang out
the day before i went in
but I just rolled my eyes
and replied flatly "No his to busy for us."
She said you died
when you took your own life
but I couldn't believe
you'd be gone in a flash.
I can't stand the pain,
and I can't stand the tears
and I realize I didn't see your pain you
through out all these years
It's like the lyrics
to that one song
"You don't know what you got,
'till it's gone."
This couldn't be happening
this couldn't be real
and you have no idea
all the pain that I feel.
I look in the mirror
and see what you say is true
but I never realized
that im just like you.
You have no idea
how much I would pay
just to see you again
just for one day.
I wish you weren't dead
and I wish you weren't gone
but I just want you to know
that turely miss your corey